that's one CREEPY avi you got there, creep.

Especially dreadful if you're a stylist.

or if you got a phobia of hair.

I feel sorry for those suckers.

I have returned.

Hello again. I have finally got my doctor appointment.

Yay doctor.

I gotta help get the living room ready for painting today.

oh goodie...

problem now is finding out who will be able to take me to the damn doctor. uuugghhh

Poop, 'f you just had your own car and a licence.

Yeeaahhh, but those things ain't happening any time soon. Maybe we'll unravel the mysteries of the bus schedule and I can do that. She brought home like a gift bag full of folded up schedules.

Indeeed

So maybe there will be something there.

Problem is, it's not any less complicated than the online thing.

EW

gross.

Willis, my furbie scared me, he's been broken for years and today I passed him and he opened his eyes said "I'm hungry!"

but!
how about those who have a fetish for hair? xD

Can't feel sorry for fetish people unless it's one of those that's really hard to fulfill. 8'[

Willis; You've awakened the elder god. It needs to feed now.

....That furby is ridiculous, it's speaking gibberish at me.

It speaks Furbish! ...The language of all demon-gods.

Is that what it is?
I think I liked him better when he was broke.

Pfff, such a hater.

My mom wants me to be put on medication.

What medication?

She's getting on her "you're mentally disabled and need help because you can't function in society" kick again. I'm not even fucking answering her this time.

No, don't dignify that with a response,

You're extremely shy but if you have to do something you'll do it. I wouldn't think that needs medication.

She's saying that this is why I can't get a job. And maybe that is part of it, but that's why I need to go into something where I either have experience or the people don't get fifty thousand applicants a day. Hence why I've been looking for cleaning things and cake decorating things. But nobody is willing to take me out to apply for cake decorating things, and they all just kinda shrug it off like some silly dream a child might have. It's like I said I wanted to be a fucking astronaut or something.

And if that is part of it wouldn't it do better to get you into a program or something that will help you learn about social interactions and give you some practice situations to get you used to things? I mean, half your anxiety comes from the fact that you DON'T KNOW what to expect from some of these interviews.

Yes, but apparently I'm just hopelessly retarded.

Or your mom is one of those that's too lazy to actually do anything and prefers to just pay for some meds and hope that works.

I told her if she wanted to "help", she could find me cake places to apply to since they don't have online applications. She basically said "Everyone thinks you're retarded but I'm the only one with the guts to say it. we're just trying to help. Cake places are too hard to get to from where you're at, but you can work at a yogurt place near where I live. But you still have to talk to people anyway."

God, what a buttface. Just stop talking to her....

That's what I'm going to do. -_- I only answered her again at all because she acted like she was about to make an appointment without my fucking consent. "So can I make the appointment?" I said "No" and then she started talking about how she was gonna talk to my grandma about it. I don't care who makes what appointment; I'm not going.

Indeed,

They cannot make you go, your mom is fucking insane and she doesn't know what she's talking about.

Clearly. No. See what happens every time I try to talk to her?

Yup, no help whatsoever.

Ryan keeps insisting that I just go out on the bus one day and ride around to try to get an idea of where they go and all that. but I really don't think that's a good idea for me to do by myself when I don't even know what I'm doing or where I'm going. If I had someone with me, maybe, but other than that, I'd rather not.

Maybe one day when I go see you we can do it together. Not an idea I relish but if we can pick a bus and see it's route/schedule we can test it out.

Also this
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DE4MVdHJEFI

What'd you post? Don't want to click things when my grandma's lurking...

When do you think you'd be able to do that? I think we should seriously plan to test out the buses and go into town soon. I need to find other places to apply, and it's obvious my family won't help me in that department. I need to figure out the buses so I can get to work, and also so I can find it in the first place.

The motion test for Mama.

and ew, lurking grandmas

I don't know, possibly next week or the week after I'll be free. I'll spend the weekend there and we can go and test out the buses.

'Deed, I found that and saw it, actually. Is very neat.

>:P I got summoned.

Indeed, is kinda creepy how he moves.

Gotta go have dinner now, back later.

Alright. :P

I am getting so tired of my family, I tell you what. I'm starting to wonder if there's some other kind of housing thing I could look into.

I wouldn't know, but I'm sure there is.