My sister makes time. xDD; She has no reserve for what she eats.
Then sees what I eat, and is kinda like.. "You eat like a bird."

hahaha. what a silly girl. I'd rather sleep in and have a granola bar at work than have to get up early and make breakfast. >.<

Haha. No, she just likes her food.

I'm trying to get her to work out with me, because she's... [no other way to say it] FAR too heavy for a twelve year old. =[

hopefully you convince her to sometime soon. maybe if you make it fun for her she will? dangle a cupcake on a stick in front of her and make her run for it. XD

BAHAHA. No. She;s just lazy. She's not going to do anything about it until she hits rock bottom.

I mean, come on... 195lbs for a 12 year old? Thats incredibly NOT good. But she doesn't seem to mind one little bit. I tell her all the time shes going to have a heart attack. She doesn't care. xD;

@.@ I know grown men under that weight. (granted, they're the 6'0" stick-skinny nerdy type, but that's the kind I go for, kay? D: )

I was 112 when I was 12 years old. I stopped eating meat a year later and dropped to 103, then I was 112 again when I was 15 or 16. I'm 121 now. which is okayish for a 5'2" girl. I'm probably going to explode when I get old and my metabolism slows, but for now, I'm not going to have a heart attack or die. so I'm good.

I won't say what I was before, because honestly? It makes me want to curl into a ball and cry. But I'm between 114-115 now, at 5'2", and I'm still working on cutting down on my body fat percentage. I was born with a slow metabolism, so I had to increase it. Now, it revs all freaking day. ><; And I don't eat nearly enough. I don't have a great relationship with food, and its a really hard habit to break.

I know I worry people, I just can't help it. Thats why I exercise so obsessively. ^^;

- rolls all over Batty -
o 3-

Oooh, baby! MEW MUFFIN IS SEXIN' ME UP!... via... rolling. xDD;

Ohoho!
- rolls some more -
unce unce unce...

Hurhur, hello Miss Batty. o v o
How are you this fine... Wednesday?

-wants to party boy, now-

I'M DOING WELL! Actually in a really, really really hyper mood. xD;
Which means DUN DUN DUNNNN! TIME FOR CLEANING AND SWIMMING AND... LOTS OF OTHER STUFF TODAY. xDD;

How about you, my luff?

a little bit of fat is good to have though. gives some cushion on mah bum when I clumsily fall on it. :B

Wow. xD

Well here's my little to do list for today:

- Make a cake for my mommma
- Finish cleaning out the bottom of the front closet
- Get some more samples done on here
- Maybe pack some more

So ya, not much going on there. xD;
But tomorrow I've gotta go to my graduation rehersal for THREE HOURS. D8

Thats one thing I DON'T have. An ass. Its not there. Apparently never was. xD; And now its just BONEY. So if I sit the wrong way, or fall? Holy GODDESS does it HURT. xDDD;

It was funny as hell. Yesterday, I was at the smoke shop getting smokes for my mom and I, and USUALLY I'm not carded. Which irritates me. BUT ANYWAY. The new guy carded me. Looked at my ID, looked at me. And he's all "Why are you giving me a fake ID?" And I'm all "Sir, thats not fake. Check it out, dude." And he was apparently joking around. He goes "You're a twig. A redheaded twig. This girl here is not." XD; I swear, it made my day.

Mew-Muffin;; I like being active. I'm an outdoorsy girl at heart. Even though I can spend my entire day on trisphee. xDD; But I wanna bike and do some laps at the pool before dinner, so when I go for my workout AFTER dinner, I'll be satisfied. Or at least as satisfied as I think I can be. xD;

I envy that you like to workout so much. xD
I'm sure if I actually started working out regularly then I would come to enjoy it over time but guuuhhhh. D:
BUT! I am planning on going to my aunt and uncle's place to swim throughout the summer, so hopefully that gives me some nice exercise. 8D

I do enjoy it! Its a great stress reliever, and when you switch it up, it doesn't get boring... but when it starts to get repetitive.. its really hard to stay with it. So I like to go out on my own, and wing it MORE than I like doing DVD workouts. But since I want to tone, I have to do the DVD's. But that doesn't mean I can't bike, and run, and swim. :3 Swimming and biking are my favorites, jogging? I USED to enjoy a lot. But I don't get up early enough to do it anymore, and jogging after dinner is a pain in the arse. ><;

If you were here, I'd totally drag you out with me. <333

oh yeah, I forgot you're old enough to buy tobacco. I forgot I'm old enough to buy tobacco! :O not interested in the stuff, but being that old kinda freaks me out a little. XD

I'm gonna be 21 this year. xD; I feel like I need a walker already. u.u; I creak and crack so much, I swear I'm gonna start carrying around an oil can like the tin man from Wizard of Oz. xDD;

And yeaaah.. its the ONE bad habit of mine. Started when I was sixteen. It helps me curve my appetite immensely, and I just.. ya know.. sort of enjoy it as a hobby. A bad one, but... <.<; Everyone has their hang ups.

I think I would actually enjoy doing some activities that would be considered exercise, like hiking or something. But there isn't really anywhere to hike where I live...
I've been wanting to buy some roller blades... or maybe I should just go for getting a new bike. xD;
We sold the only one I had years ago. D:

Haha well I'm sure I'd slow you down, right now at least. xD
I do want to get in better shape, for being healthy but also so that I could like my body more. D:
- pokes fatty parts -
I used to be super tiny but then I stretched out once I got into high school. xD;

EDIT ; Mew won't be old enough to buy tobacco until August! xD

I didn't thin out until about 4 years ago. Thats when I started this whole.. me being obsessed with health food, being fit, counting calories, and working out till I feel like I'm gonna pass out, journey. xD; My main problem wasn't that I ate too much-- because I never really did. I was just stressed out 99.9% of the time, which causes severe weight gain. Now I'm at a nice, somewhat steady 114-115 [depends on the day xD] which is... eh. Okay with me. The only thing I really need to start doing is increasing my food intake. I only eat about 500/600 calories a day, IF that, and I try to be active and on my feet for most of it. AND I'M SURE YOUR FREAKING GORGEOUS, MEW-MUFFIN. I still have a Buddha belly to get rid of. ><; And what sucks is? I still don't like my body. I think I've gotten to the point I never will. =[ Which frightens me.

I want a pair of rollerblades SO incredibly bad. ><; And I've never been hiking, so thats something I want to do, too.

I like some forms of physical activity.....like badminton. badminton actually gets really intense.

Batty, you're gorgeous and I love your body and you should too!

Omg Batty! I'm sure you look perfect! D8<
And yes, that is not nearly enough calories, especially with all the working out you do. You need to be careful about that or you'll just be unhealthy but in the opposite direction. ]:

Pffft no, I'm never too happy about my own appearance. Some days I really like how I look but that never has anything to do with my body.
I've been at around 150 for years... and I think that's going up lately because I've been eating more. Dx
I don't eat the healthiest of foods but I also don't workout for crap.
Maybe you can push me into working out. o v o
I would love if I could get down to like 130, that's my goal for now, and maybe a little less if I still see trouble areas. xD

Anywho, I actually need to go make myself some lunch, just a turkey sammich. o 3o
Ttyl!

Lucid;; I love you, bby. <3 You guys make me feel better.

Mew;; OKIE DOKIE. I'LL BE HERE WHEN YOU GET BACK! I be talking tomah lurver on the phone. :3 So I isn't going anywhurr.

Batty will burn herself up into a little burnt girl if she is not careful! D: I don't want to lose her!

You won't, you won't.

I'm going to start talking about my issues more, instead of just keeping 'em to myself. It might get annoying, though. XD; If it does, just feel free to slap me.

-pokes nose in-

Batty if you exercise a lot you HAVE to eat a decent amount or you'll burn out, take it from me I had to start eating more when my main transportation became a bicycle :P

Thats MY main mode of transportation, too! <3

YAY. I wish it was still mine but my body doesn't let me move around much anymore.

Oh yes I'm 6'0" and 140-145 pounds, I think I've been slowly gaining weight since my body decided to betray me ><

With other people, I'm like "OH MY GOD, NO WEIGHT LOSING FOR YOU!" and with me, its a whole different story. xD;

It sounds to me you don't need to lose weight, just move it somewhere else on you xD

Like my arse. xD; Or my chest. The chest would be nice. XDDD;

But no, I have a belly that I need to tone up, and thats really all I NEED to work on... aside from being paranoid of eating.

Haha Batty, I want to do that too xD Let's just move this belly fat to my breasts and I'll be all set... xD

Ohhyeaaaah! xDD; I lost the weight far too quickly, so... I have loose ends to tie up. Hence why I work out seven days a week with no rest. I'm so freaking determined. ><;

Well Batty good luck ^^ You're far more determined than I could be I think ^^;

Gotta go for now, see you later Batty!

Five years, and counting! <3 Its more of a lifestyle now, than anything.

NO MORE WEIGHT LOSS FOR YOU, BATTY! =P
you can be allowed to replace fatty bits with SUPAH MUSCLE, but you're not allowed to lose any more weight!

O__________O;;; Ma'am yes ma'am?

-scurred nao-

A lifestyle huh? Then shouldn't you be a little less obsessed by now if it just comes naturally? xD

Notatall. I'm a confusing person. AN ENIGMA, IF YOU WILL. I make no sense half the damn time. <3

Haha, on a sidenote though I just found out I still fit into my 2 year old swimsuit :3 Makes me want to go swimming...