Well, taking care of kids is important...mostly :p I'll have to go rather soon for work though.

Aww... That stinks! And taking care of the kids has been harder because I had a bought of Insomnia last night.

Bleh, evil insomnia!

...I think you need a cute kitty to sleep next to.

I has a pillow, but it doesn't really work...

Pillow =/= Kitty.

Believe me, I know.

Yeah... But it's the best I can do at the moment.
I wanna pillow that's warm...

Kitties are warm...

Even the specific one I'm thinking about.

*huggles* I wanna sleep next to this kitty.

-huggles back-

This kitty wants to sleep next to you too.

o_o I've missed a lot.

-looks at Liosh innocently-

>_< Bought as innocent as a horny 80 year old with a 20 something nurse.

Liosh, I am shocked...SHOCKED at your accusation.

Oki, never mind...you know me too well :3

Funny how you'd mention that too...when I went to the post office there was a horny old guy talking about the buxom nurses he's had...

... I didn't even know old people could still get "horny" >>;;;

Serra; Oooh I just know.

Ulti; I had a brief time of nursing classes in a nursing home. We were told to keep our butts tucked in when walking down the halls lined with patients. . . .

Haha...As soon as I heard him all that went through my head was "Dirty Old Man".

Eww. I am so glad I decided that becoming a Doctor was a Pipe Dream.

Well, lucky for me, no one ever gets horny around a "tranny" =/

That almost sounds like your putting yourself down...

Umm, sure...if you say so Ulty... -shudders-

I am a little, honestly ^^;
Mostly because no one sees me as a normal person. Just some freak.

@Serra- Maybe it's only the people I'm around, but no one seems to like me ...

Then you need to meet new people.

Though the best thing would be to take your situation and Serra's, blend them together and split between you two.

Ulti; That's not true >_< I get horny around leaves >_> And rain, grass, chairs, tables, kitchens, bathrooms. . . I should shut up now.


Speaking of old men, my grandpa asked me to pick up ink at work. -_-

I've tried. -shrug- I've only met one person who always uses the right name and pronouns and respects my gender. I'm madly in love with him, but of course he doesn't feel the same way.

... I don't think I know Serra's "situation" o.o What do you mean?

@Lio: I think what I don't get horny around would be a shorter list than what I do. >w>;;
AHEM. ... You don't see that.

Haven't you put your picture up Ulty? I sort of remember seeing you and I think you look nice myself.

And yea Luna...I think I could stand for some guys to be slightly less horny around me ^^;;;

After a little digging:

I hate to say this in front of Serra, but you are pretty cute.

It's oki Luna, I agree.

Ulti; I know my turn off list is a hell of a lot shorter than any list I make.

Ulti = pretty/handsome which every you prefer.
>_< Women get mad if I say handsome, even though it is a gender neutral word. So I say it more to them >_> Just to dig that nail in their eye deeper.

I used to get annoyed when people called me handsome, but not as much as I used to.

Heh, if you say so =P
But I don't look like a "freak"? Or someone who's "just trying to get attention/be different" or who's "confused"?
And do I look ... androgynous enough? >>;;; Because I can't seem to pass irl. They just assume I'm the gender I was born. They don't even think twice about it. It's pretty frustrating.
Whoa sorry, I got a little carried away typing. But still.


Lio: .... Huh. Both words seem wrong. Handsome is fairly neutral, but it does still feel masculine. But I feel the same about pretty. Fairly neutral but still feminine. ... Perhaps uhhh, attractive? XD

Wow, I am talkative tonight ._.

It's your hair. I really hate to say this, but having long hair goes a long way to making people look less masculine...

Wait a second... Haven't I given you this exact advice before... or was that someone else...?

Well Ulty I won't lie and say androgynous is easy to do at all, though I've never tried myself. I'm afraid I don't have any suggestions there. As for words, attractive does seem to have less of a gender-ish bend compared to the other two.

And I kinda like talkative Ulty...

As for if you look "confused" or "freak"...maybe I'm just too open minded but I don't see that at all.

Ulti; Fine. I'll settle for attractive as the word.


-Hears her mother's cussing- Uh oh, if I disappear, it's to calm her. Since they forced her to use a CPAP machine, she can't sleep, the masks don't fit. She's had the worst sleep ever with it, and they try to tell her she will feel better with it.

@Liosh, is that one of those machines to help with sleep apnea(can't spell it...)? Because if so it's imperative that the mask fits right ~.~;

That doesn't sound fun at all. Hope things go well for you Lio!

Haha, I look masculine then? XD
That's great news because ... I was born female lol

More talkative Ultima!

Honestly, you guys might think I'm weird, but ... I feel like a male crossdresser in a female body. Which is different from feeling like a woman. I feel like a fabulous, flamboyant man who wants to wear skinny jeans and stilettos. For right now, all I wear is T-shirts and jeans (some skinny, some loose).
But I really want to make people stop and think "Wait was that a girl? No, it was a guy. Or ... Wtf?" I really love the "shock"/"confusion" factor of androgynous people I've seen. And I want to be that person. ... But my DD cups really are not helping the situation ^^;;
Everyone at school, even in the PRIDE club, sees me as a girl. And I just want to tell them they're wrong, but I, ahem, don't have the balls.

Huh. Wow. That's the first time I've been backwards about a transgender's birth gender.
But from the sound of it, the main problem you have with passing is having your balls stuck to your chest.
You might wanna see a doctor about that.

Serra; yes it is. She's had two different masks, nose pillows. They all leak. When they don't leak they leave huge red marks and indents on her face as well as rub her nose raw. She's been horribly tired since she started using the machine. She's been a lot grouchier and such. Which makes me grouchier.


Luna; Thanks. I'll be smashing in doctor skulls for this all.

Ulti; I have a similar problem, about the DD's being a dead give away. >_< Damn customers! My eyes are higher than that. And my name tag falls right on my boob. -_- Makes it even more difficult. And stilettos are evil! I still like wearing them. I just am really slow in them. and I can't wear them for long.

@Ulty, there's no problem with that. I personally just want to be "not a guy" which isn't specifically being a girl but that's what most people view me as. Which is just fine with me :p

I think it's great that you want to be that way Ulty and I sincerely hope you can achieve it.

@Lisoh, ugh, yes please, go kick some doctor skulls in ~.~;