Eagle~~~!!! Can we still make our Ryu Babie?~!

-looks at nikko- o3o

Person i was talking to about mothers: so was mine, she was born on Friday July 13th 1958 and died Friday August 13th, 2010. Her favorite number was 13, and every time she went to bingo she wanted a bingo card with a 13 up in the corner.

But i'm not gonna be sad over my moms death, i'mma be happy with the time i had with her and be glad she's not in the pain she was in. <3 The best thing i can do for her, or anybody can do for someone close to them that they lost can do, is remember all you can about them. Good and bad, for the person they were, not what they could have done when they were alive and not what they missed out on, just who they were. <3

-has forced herself to be oblivious to death; sorry guys-

Do you remember when Saito made the Penrose staircase in the dream and then forced himself to see that it was an illusion (and then pushing the guy off)? Well....what if...You know one of those tricks where you stare at the top of a pyramid and suddenly it becomes inverted? What if that had happened in Inception. That'd be scary.

....But....that's not a paradox....darn it.

I look at death on a whole different matter but I really don't want to get into something like that.

-hits head against the wall-

Seriously....I gotta stop running away from the fact that people die.

...

There's some secret that I have that my family hides, but it just bothers me a lot...So if I suddenly blurt it out in the next few days, don't let me kill the thread. I only do it because I don't know any of you irl, and hence it's easier for me to talk about it and get it out of my mind.

..... -doesn't quite know what to say- ._.;

-hits head more- Dammit! I'm hella awkward, I know. Sorry ;_;

No, not just you. Everyone's talking about deaths or a movie I've never seen x.x;;

Everyone handles it in their own way, it wasn't easy for me and I was pissed off, rightfully pissed when my mom passed. I worried my whole family cause i was pretty much silent when it happened for a couple weeks. I don't know your mother, but i can say she probably loved you very deeply and that's the main thing you need to remember.

I wasn't able to come to terms with my mothers death until august 31st when i was at her memorial and i saw my moms friends and family there... even my dad ( who i lived with) which she divorced 13 years earlier went to her memorial... For seven years i was a little dick head to my mother up until three months before her death, which i now regret. But all i knew was that my mother loved me regardless of what i did and wish me all the best... I don't think i can help you get through what you're feeling, but if you need my help with anything feel free to PM me any time.

... sorry -.- i'm starting to cry from typing all that... i'll be a few...

Espy your fine sweetie and it's alright.

It's alright, I just never know how to react when someone starts talking about personal life, especially sadness v.v;;

-smiles at them all- Always look to the bright side of the person that has moved on. They are in a much better place and are watching over you making sure you are well.