oh my well the one near me is trying to be similar big famous malls >3> but its been taking forever with the construction

At least you'll be getting new stores or at least some interesting stuff when It's done.

-plops on a couch- Hi everyone.

Hello zenella dear
How is your evening.

Unfortunately, it's quite crappy :/ How about yours?

yeyea thats true

heya zen how are you tonight?

I wish the mall by the school had more to offer for us...

We have a couple of malls though I would prefer to be able to have independent businesses. My town's "main street" has nothing but (primarily chain) restaurants. I'd love a yarn shop, independent book store, coffee shop, something like that...

@Obbie: Quite crappy, thanks. How about yourself?

femme: It'd be nice to have those near by too, but a mal for at least it's hobby shop would please me

why is your night so crappy?

*hugs zen* aww whats wrong?

Lonely and just feeling like giving up. Not on life or anything, but just even trying to make friends and keep them. Gets to be exhausting after a few years.

to be honest I understand that.
i had issues making and keeping friends in middle and early high school and a lot of the times i really didn't think it was worth it.

eventually i did find some reliable friends, but it was so hard getting to trust them at first.

what I'm saying is keep at it even if it seems hopeless.
But i'm sorry you feel that way.

*raises hand* ill be your friend zen >.<

but i know how you feel i just got out of a relationship and i feel like its not worth trying to get another one D= but i must follow what my tattoo says >w<

@Drakath: Well, even my best friend after 7-8 years is just...I dunno. It's not the same anymore. I felt before I could call him anytime and talk about anything and now it's just useless. Anyways, I hope it'll turn around and that I'll be able to trust when I finally find someone.

@Obbie: Thanks :)

I'm actually trying to get into a relationship right now. There's this guy that I'm like in love with and he supposedly really likes me but makes up all these excuses about why it would be hard to be together.

Anyways, sorry for the babbling.

im hoplessly falling for a girl who i know dosnt like me >w> and its ok feel free to babble this is your thread lol

and of course i have been told im an awesome friend but a bad boyfriend >.<

Oh.

My.

GOD!

I GOT RUNES! -happy dance-

I'm very jealous right now!

@Obbie: I'm sorry. :/ Yeah true.

Same here pretty much. Relationships are different than friendships though, in most cases. So it makes sense.

Congrats Yoku. I got Runes on my mule without even realizing it.

@yoku gratz

@zen yea i guess next girl i should act like a friend more idk its so confuzzling >.< but i love making friends even though im bad at it irl

Losing both a relationship and a friend they really stink though.

well i lost a girlfriend but we are still friends its weird. i dont think me and this girl will ever part ways we have to much of a history

*thinks about bunnys* yay bunnys >w<

@Drakath: Yeah that's true. In most of my relationships, I at least had someone to talk to. That would listen to me and comfort me.

@Obbie: Perhaps. Same here, I like having people to do stuff with and talk to, but I'm so anti-social in rl lol

What did I miss? .-.

That's what I did like about the relationships I used to be in, i liked having the comfort of someone who cared for me.

OuO bunnies. :D

@Zen yep same here i need to open up a bit but i cant seems to o3o

@drak Yes i miss that too a lot acctually >w<

@Obbie
Did you change your avatar? Or am I oblivious? Cause I like your avvie .-.

What are the wings?

I used to have issues opening up, but for some reason as i got older that went away.
the only relationship i didn't feel like i could confide in my partner as with a girl, but when it ended..i felt more revealed than sad, for personal reasons but still.

I'm done opening up to people. It's only led to pain and drama. And more pain. lol

@yoku i did change it back to an older avi i liked and they are niya's wings from a bundle from a past event

well idk i feel my negitive self image makes me not open even though people say im cute and such >.>


@zen aww but thats no fun >.< you need to just find the right person to open up too

I'm only that way when someone gives me bad vibes

@obbie
I lieks it :3 I don't remember seeing it before, but I lieks it.

And I don't trust people. My trust has disappeared in people over the years.

@Obbie: Well, if I ever do find the right person, I will open up to them I'm sure. Just like if I ever find the right person, I'm sure I'll learn to trust them. Even though now it feels like I'll never trust anyone completely lol

I think I'll go play some WoW before going to sleep.

People usually earn distrust from me.

I usually know if I can trust someone anyhow right away, like an intuition.

I want some warcraft!. oki

@zen well have fun and once i get money for wow maybe i can make a char on your server lol hope you feel better

@drak when i lose trust in people i become overly paranoid >3>

@Obbie: Thanks, I will. I'm a night elf druid and I love it. lol And they made it to where you can play up to level 20 free. That's the only reason I'm playing lol

XD ahh well maybe ill play with you some time lol

We used to have Warcraft.
Was a Tauren I was
I miss her.

I don't have the money for WoW.

And only up to level 20 would piss me off.

I miss my warcraft
I should go play free for a bit soon.