Thanks, I ended up using my bf as a crutch least I'll be ok.

Wish there was some way to make you feel better. :<
*sets up a jacuzzi for you*

We have a Jacuzzi in here now?! =o

-is the life guard of the Bunker's hot tub/jacuzzi thing-

Where's my floaty!? 8D


@Kara - hope it gets better soon ono

Weeee jacuzi spa day!. Rolf I'm ok really aprently I have a nice bruise on the side thats playing up, thank hell its nothing too serious.

lol, Yes, I got permission from a higher authority to have one installed. XD And here's a floaty with a fox head on it for you DK. X3

Kara - thats good =o

I remembered when i 'faked' spraining my ankle.. they took xrays and actually found cracks! o-o, I didn't want to go to school.. so i said i fell into a gopher hole while running to the bus.. i made sure that i was covered in snow... I faked my crying and mom and my foster gramps rushed me to the hospital.

I was faking everything and yet they found cracks! o-o like wtf! How lucky did I get right there?! (a foot specialist said they were growing breaks.. where your bones crack and stuff to adjust themselves and then grow back together.. never heard of it but thats what they said) I had fooled a whole hospital o-o,

but yea.. a bruise is better than a sprain <3 I'm happy that its all it is. -rubs some aloe on kara's bruise- ouo aloe helps everything


ML - -puts floaty on and jumps into the jacuzzi-

I might have broken my pinky toe while in high school but I was too chicken to go to the hospital about it. My foot was slightly swollen and had a bruise going across it for weeks before it finally healed. ^^;

Ah yea.. them toes you really need to be careful with o-o,

The girl that delivers moms meds.. she broke her big Toe and didn't even KNOW she broke it! it didn't hurt or anything.. she found out it was injured when she took her socks off and it was all black and blue.. she was all "WTF" went to the dr and found out it was broke.


why do we have toes anyway.. what use are they Dx

@Demon
Sounds like you were in the middle of growing pains. Sometimes kids begin to mature and that kinda thing happens while the child grows more.

Also toes keep you balanced, with out them you'd just fall over with every step you take.

Gripping things, my brother is always picking things up with his feet. ^^;

Doing good, getting rid of some stuff I have on another site, but taking my time doing so. :3

Well, at least she does the cleaning, my mom doesn't. ^^; She doesn't even clean her own bathroom anymore. >>;

cleaning.. =o= i need to do my kitchen floor tomorrow... bleh.. I am so tired of cleaning the bathroom ;-;

every time i clean the toilet.. me or mom ends up with the runs not long later.. WHATS THE POINT! Dx -cries-

Mom needs to work on her room 3< instead of cleaning it she's making it messier saying she's packing stuff up..

^^;
Sounds like my dad when he's trying to clear things off to be honest. x'D

@demon

Same tbh every time I do he bathroom some one ruins it and then im like: then why did I do this? ;w;

I think that actually happens often actually. x'D

No but it's like of the bathroom isn't clean there's no problem but the minute I clean the bathroom everybody got the runs. I feel it happens on purpose. =w=

Good, watching more Medium and listening to classical music in between episodes. XD

It's a conspiracy against me when I clean the bathroom I swear. =w=

Poor Him. Maybe get some atni-sick spray to spry in the house before hand? XD

I need a hug today feeling very down and to be frank something retrigured the sucacidal thoughts again. Not that I want to be dead just away where I cant get hurt or hurt any one. I feel so unessary today I hate when this happens yet I let it happen all the time as my bf is a bugger. He flirts with other women constntly infront of me and hes now doing it to a old house mate of mines appent gf. I just cant forgive him. Not after this. I may twke thr last of my things from his and delete his contact and tell him so long.

I say that would be appropriate to do that. And I take it you've also talked to him already about this. And the fact he's doing it towards someone he knows is taken is pretty dumb. :/

Thing is ml I'm scared to be alone I have a history of self harm and when stuff like this happens the spiral starts again with either skin picking or punching places till there dead. I feel extra fat and ugly when he dos this to me.

Maybe you should have a long, hard discussion with him and try to make him understand what you're going through. It could just be that he doesn't understand how much it hurts you.

He's been told he's just that much of a dick he "forgets" or plain dosn't care. He's that sort of person he brags about all his last lovers all 14 of them how they had amasing bodys and where fantastic in bed fully knowing it makes me feel inadiqute.

I agree with Sunako, he's just an ass and too self-centered to even consider your needs at all. :/ First week he pulled that bull with me I would have dumped him myself.

Hey Sunako. :3 How things going with you?

I'll be fine I've had worse in my life, one had abused me for nigh on 10 years with both physical and mental stuff. The one I have now may not be perfect but he's gotton me help to get over the past even just by having talking theorpy.

Still, I wouldn't hold my breath for him if I were you. If you do find someone better I say ditch him first chance you get.

Personally if this new person in your life loves you and they love you back then that's all that matters. And it seems like they care about you if they're more then willing to help you with your past. ^^ There isn't anything more you can ask in a person.

I just don't feel like he should be continually making her feel bad though.

ML she's talking about two different people.