Yeah, I know how you feel. My ex who I'm very much still in love with hasnt spoken to me and has been avoiding me since august when they broke up with me ... I dunno why we can't at least be friends ... I miss talking to them so much D=

its more worrying for me :S

When I can't talk to him... I always assume trouble ;~; and I'm usually right.

Things from car accidents...poisoning...trucks ramming into electrical poles D8

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I blocked my ex. He still loves me. I hate that. *stabs him*

My ex and I plan to get married :3

Anyway, bedtime for L.

My ex cheated on me >_>

Everyone said to dump him... but my friend (now boyfriend) said to give him a second chance because of his past, etc. I value his opinion very highly, even while just friends....

So I got back with him... i regret it. He didn't take the relationship seriously, very immature. He refused to work on things that hurt me... saying that I want to change him and i don't love him for who he is.

If you'd fucking abusive and fucking cheating on me, I'm supposed to allow that and say "oh i love him for you he is" no..no.. NO. Love is supposed to make you WANT to change the bad...willingly... solely to make sure that you partner is always smiling...

He didn't want that for me... very selfish.. and I kept putting out all that I had. i kept showing love and kindness, taking him back every time. -sigh- Every time we got back together, I loved him a little less... until nothing was left but PURE HATRED.

So I broke up with him... and blocked him almost a year =__= and this bastard STILL likes me... wtf?? -sigh-

He wasn't ready for a relationship with me... I dont think he ever will be....... and I'm long moved on. *snuggles teh best fwend turned boifwend*

I'm super glad as well ^__^

My bf is a nice person generally, to EVERYONE. He just cares about people... very contrasting to me who doesn't give a damn >_>

I'm just so super lucky to have someone like him loving me.....

I really don't deserve him at all. ;~; Why does he like me again? D8

Wow. . . .my other half is ummmm around I guess.

Opposites attract? 8DD

Usually? XDD lol...... My and my bf share similar views on the important stuff. Like money, future, raising children, etc.

Everything else... we are quite different. @w@

He's this super nerd and can spout pointless fact about history of cheese...or whatever. He likes to EXPLAIN... EVERYTHING.

Me... I could care less xDD I like to give my own interpretation...rather than finding out the real facts about it... and i hate history >w>

I swear I tune him out when he drones on about Ho Chi Minh and the Viet War D8

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just dont tell him I do that >______>

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And once again I mistook Lee for SEI... WTF DDD8

Lee is sarcastic...and that's awsm and funneh.

I'm crass...rude... very blunt.. and I can rip you to shreds if I feel like it. =w= I also take pride in kicking puppies.

HATE ME EVERYONE! 8D I are a BITCH