"Wither I have grown or not I would rather end my life than bury another soul" though she was about to say something but hearing him laugh she smiled, though feeling him hug her, her eyes went wide as she felt a light blush coming to her albino cheeks "I will be in one eventually, why not now?" she whisper unsure if he had picked up her thoughts or not

Again, I have more...control over this than you think. Asura there would probably hate me if she knew anything of my true nature~

He thought back to the young girl, scared, being attacked. He thought of the sword in his back, the arrows in his arm, the spear being dug into his side. He remembered burning 102 men alive that day, 3 women. He remembered that that one had to survive, the child, she had to live. He looked at this woman now, and saw someone so different from all of the children he had saved. He thought back to her from his before, and what had happened between them. He remembered even then, he had thought of the girl at the village, after killing 105 people with no regard, and how he had had to protect her. He remembered then meeting this woman later, in her Before, at the moment his ended.

He shook his head, cutting the reminiscence, and released her.

"I do not doubt you or the ability's you hold, or the sway you hold over them" she say quietly closing her eyes a quiet sigh of relief came from her lips as she was released "I know you..." her hand going to her pendant, foe a moment she clenched it "But no matter hard I try to remember you I can not" she sounded upset and frustrated at herself and shook her head once more "No... if the powers wish it I will remember, you do not forget things that are important... your head might but---" she trailed off as she tried to make sense of everything, she had been a tool since the beginning but slowly her loyalty was wavering thought she knew she was bound to his will she still tried to fight him

Your will will once more be your own, young one. When it is, I want to know that you will know what to do with it. If you fail, it is my fault, and your falling will be on my head -again-. That can never happen.

((Asura never dropped me or espy...does that mean I get to fight on the front lines?)

((As in never killed? XD Feel free lol))

She sat and listened to hi in confusion !how can my failing be yours if I am the one that fails?" her voice quaking a little, now the ball game had changed, it mattered not to her if she survived or die but when there was another involved that meant she was no longer dealing just with her own fate "I shan't fail" her voice holding resolve

((Just pretend I'm in the old avi. I had the sudden urge to use all commons XD))

Good. I see regard in you, you have resolve because I have stock in this. You care for me, yet you do not know why, yes?

((no not killed, I mean dropped. I never figured out what she tried to do while I was attached to her talon-ish feet. I mean, i don't even know if she did nothing and if that's the case,, I would heroicly take epsy and run. XD))

no idea mate))

If you wish. It's open for everyone.

Especially people that want to get torn asunder by Asura and feed my lanterns ^_^

Lordy, trying to increase the harem again, Hermfafa?

No. I have need of souls. Feed the lanterns. Don't fret, just fight~ Yes, strike your enemies down, feel the blood on your hands, lust for more... Keep feeding my Ever-Light, Asura~ Keep feeding it~

I guess I better continue the harvest then. *back to the front lines*

so now the question is where did Asura drop espy, or where did I get dropped... I'm gonna assume that I was dropped in the front and espy was taken back to the rebels.