You around for a bit or what?

I can't figure out if i'm just freaking out over these papers or if i'm just ready to drop out. I know if I drop out, i'll regret it in a few months. But I feel dead in my classes. I feel like i'm there trying to prove something to someone else. Not myself.

I'm irritated and freaked out.

I'm trying to be. I'm up at the snap of a finger right now, though. Many, many apologies if I have slow replies.

It's okay. I understand. I hope you get your packages tomorrow. Maybe it will cheer her up if only for a few minutes.

Lol. I hope it'll cheer her up too. I can understand why she's all depressed, and I wish I could do more than just tell her it'll be okay. =(

Sometimes people just gotta sort shit out on their own.

Which, I think i've decided. I think i'm going to drop my classes. Look into a tech school or something for floral design or massage therapy.

Maybe web design or graphic design. I need to create. I feel like i'm dying.

Are you absolutely sure? D= I'm not gonna turn into one of those "you're throwing away education!" people, but I really hope you'll think about it thoroughly before dropping them. It would suck to drop them and then realize you rather would have kept them.

Although the idea of massage therapy for you sounds very fitting. <33

I've been turning this over and over in my head for the last few semesters. It's not something new. I know i'll regret staying and i'll regret leaving. I feel so torn but just knowing that I decided to drop them I already feel less panicked.

As long as you do what your heart wants to do. <333 I see you doing flower arrangement or massage therapy much more easily than as English professor type person.

It's funny. My grandmother worked with flowers all her life and my mother had a flower shop. I think it's in my blood.

I love reading, that doesn't mean that I can write technical papers about books I read. I can still read....i'm a little sad tho. I'll miss having people to talk to and i'll miss the klemperor.

I'm sort of a mess right now.

*huggles* You'll definitely get through it! You're a strong person. Something like classes and their funk isn't going to keep you down.

Am I a big loser if I drop?

No, I don't think so. =)

Mom never finished high school, and she's a beloved veterinary assistant. She was so awesome, she was asked to teach veterinary medicine without having taken any kind of class to teach. So, no, you don't need college classes to be an amazing person. <33

ilu. k? never go away, plz? *clings*

*huggles* I don't plan on it! Heehee, you're stuck with me. <33

That's good. I know I can be needy at times but thank you for being there. *hugs*

Pssht, I'm just as needy too at times. You're silly, you silly goose. <33

eeep! My A/C adapter keeps conflicting with my laptop. D; I think it's dying, because this a dell adapter, specifically made for this version of laptop, lol.

Dunno what that means but fixit! fixit!

Oh yeah, I started writing for the rp today - I think i'll do it tomorrow. I know you don't care! But just so ya know. :)

Heehee. Like I said, take your time. <33

The A/C adapter is the power charger. They wear out pretty quickly at school with the constant plugging in and cords getting squished.

Trying to draw..looking at this..

http://blitzcadet.deviantart.com/gallery/#/d2j2of2

Cannot get the right eye. :P

Eyes are one of those weird things. A line can be just a little off, and it looks all wrong! Move it like, a nano of a milimeter and it's perfect. D; Keep trying is all I can say!

You know how like when you draw a face and you put the lines to divide the top and bottom and stuff. The line for the eyes. Do you start the eyes above that line? Under, in the middle?

I actually don't out the line that divides the top and bottom directly in the middle. Here, lemme make a very butcher version in paint for you.

okay, thank you miss!

http://i815.photobucket.com/albums/z...Inari/eyes.jpg

Alright, I don't have a mouse or tablet, so that was on the touch pad, in paint. Very poorly done, ahaha. But hopefully conveys what I wanted to show.

THat's not, like, the absolute of drawing. That's just how I, in my particular style, do it. The thing about the eye line distance holds true for most styles of drawing, but the actual placement of that line can definitely vary. Also, the higher that line goes, the higher the hairline goes, and eventually it will give the feeling the person is looking up, and you are viewing them from some angle below the face.

Oh! Helpful. I'll take all the input I can get. Thank you. <3

I gotta run to sleep now! Ilu. <333 Sleep well!

ilu too, thank you for the trade. <3

Sleep well! :)

http://solaceentwined.deviantart.com...-out-199420640

sorta proud of it. <3

It's beautiful! <33 I adore your lines!

I found a really amazing video on youtube. I linked it there on DA. Also.

http://ooluccianaoo.deviantart.com/a...d-12-199431459

http://ooluccianaoo.deviantart.com/a...d-11-199431428

Those get to wait until I'm home. =( DA is blocked at school. Remind me when I get home, please!

Oh, i'll just post them for you then. Sec.

http://i56.tinypic.com/24qq0sp.gif http://i51.tinypic.com/2qalbtg.gif

OMFG. LOOK AT HOW CUTE THEY ARE. Aaahhh!! Chochi!! SHe's so adorable!! ANd Foxglove's little hat! AHHH!!!

<3 I just gave you the links so you could thank the girl, as I know you would want to.

I dunno why she didn't finish her hat..I guess she was trying to keep it 50x50.

Go eats! <33333333

Thanked her! Now I gotta put them in my post style or siggie or soemwhere. <33

Hehe. She did all my girls too. I keep meaning to do something with them. I dunno. I think I might take one of my extra posts here and make my oc's a little home.

Haha! Your siggy. <3

Yes. XD I loved that so much I wanted to post it somewhere.