Oh wow.

That stinks Tiva and katara. The only person close to me who has died is my uncle he died when I was in 5th grade..... 5th grade was a very bad year for my family......

I learned to block out alot of it, i don't remember the second half of my 9th grade year.

Wow that sucks.

Eh, I think it messed me up but it has been 5 years.

Sorry for the momentary absents lol Kiddos needed supper. Yes I want it to be a continuous chain of linking hearts. Its really hard, I don't know anyone that has lost a little one and there are so many reminders.

Understand, I will work on it when i get a chance.

One of our family friends lost their first kid when he was 3 years old to spiral meningitis. After he started showing a few symptoms he was dead within a few hours. The moms a nurse and has kinda blamed herself. Thinking that she should have realized what it was and been able to do something about it.

Oh wow.

Understand the feeling, I blame myself for losing my son and daughter. I got hurt when I was pregnant with twins and went into labor prematurely. They came and survived for a short time, but they werent strong enough to make it long. I never even got the chance to hold them.

Oh wow my condolences.

Thank you, as time goes by it gets a little easier to deal with. I don't think I will ever forgive myself though

It makes sense.

Katara it isn't your fault... But i understand your guilt. People take things upon themselves when there is something that destroys their life that they can't control.

Thank you, its nice to know there is someone who understands

-Hugs Katara-