My mom is starting to annoy me.
My dog has tumours in her lungs.
She's waiting on results to see if the tumours are cancer. But she also has them elsewhere... and quite frankly it doesn't matter if they are not cancer or are. She has tumours in her lungs. That's the second worst place, the first is the brain.
Someone wants to do the operation for us for $1500 ( another vet said it would be $3000 ). But chances are my dog will die on the operating table or would die shortly after. She would probably only live another 6 months at the most. But even then wouldn't she still be sick? Wouldn't she still be in pain? I wouldn't want to just be waiting to find her dead. That's horrible. I also wouldn't want her to be suffering, that's cruel.
We also don't have $1500 to do that. And my grandmother ( who is well-off ) offered us $5000 to do the operation. But... knowing my grandmother for the rest of our lives she will pull the "how could you do that to me? I gave you $5000 to save your dog!" bullshit.
I don't want that.

Anyways.
She just came up to me and said "Mila just ate half a chicken!" which is great. Mila has not eaten that much in nearly three weeks. We changed her dog food brand, she refused it. We tried wet food, she refused it eventually. She even turned down human food and cat food, she wouldn't take treats either. Now it's to the point where she can't run or walk because her legs shake and she's so weak. She only faintly wags her tail when you lay next to her/sit next to her and give her some love and talk to her. We came back from the third vet yesterday and I had to pick her up ( she's a golden ) from the seat and bring her out because she was too scared to jump out of the car. And.... good, she ate. That's good. But.... she's terribly sick still and eating won't make that go away.

I just wish that my mom would stop getting excited when Mila does things that she hasn't in three weeks. Last night my boyfriend came over, and Mila stood, tail wagging and greeted him. She hasn't done that for three weeks. I was really happy, she got love from my boyfriend ( pets and he talked to her, even though he's allergic to dogs, he loves her. ). I looked at my mom and she was smiling, I knew what she would have said if she had said anything. It bothers me... and she isn't like in denial. I talked to her about how we can't do anything, and yesterday she said Mila would be here for the last few days. She knows what is going to happen... I don't know.

Maybe I'm a bad guy for being so negative.

Awh, hunny. I'm so sorry to hear that. I know how hard it can be to lose a loved pet.

I'm sorry for complaining.
My mom got mad when I said to her "I don't know what to say to you."
I don't think that she told my younger or older brother that Mila has tumours elsewhere yet....

That could always be it.
I have a smaller dog and two cats.
I'm afraid my smaller dog will become depressed/lonely and will pass from that. :(

I sold a few items but then bought a bunch of new commons.
I need to stop doing that and focus on saving up. ROFL.

Thank you, I love it, too!~ :)

I'm super tempted to buy extensions.
Must... resist. D:

Same here!

Good afternoon!
How goes the questing for you Kimmi? :)

Yeah, ah.
It's so sucky. D:

Don't worry though, you will definitely get there eventually. :)

It will, don't worry so much!

Just keep posting.
You'll get thereee. :)

Good morning Kimmi!~ :)

I'm OK.
Looking to get back the 8k I just spent on items....
What a waste. D;
I need to stop compulsively buying...

I'm just bored of my avatar so I try to make a new one but it's hard to know if an item will look good with no proper way to preview it... D;

Thank yooou!~

I read that quick and thought you had posted "I have the runs."
LOL.
Uhm yeah, me too. D:

I'm tired!

;__;

I'm so pooped.
srs.
Going to bed early for sureee.