D: COME BACK TO GINGERRRR!!!

Batty I know I haven't been around much for you to talk to or anything, but you have me on MSN, you have my phone number, and if I'm not busy I will make time to listen to you if you need an impartial ear. I care about you a lot, though I can't show it well to you. Do what you need to do but me and a LOT of other people will be here, always loving you.

Due to whats been happening.. I don't think I'm going to.

I was seriously thinking of just upping and leaving, but I have a responsibility to keep you all in check [and perverted! <3], I didn't realize how many people here have come to care greatly for me, and like the forum mama said, its better to go through the motions with your friends, than try and have at it alone.

I've tried the alone thing. It doesn't work. So, as long as you guys can promise you won't get fed up with me and my possible mopey mopey-ness, I won't go anywhere. I would miss you all far too much, for one, and for another... I feel the genuine love you, and this site has for me. I want to cling to it for dear life.

-clings to Batty- I won't get fed up with mopeyness unless you start to let it run your life, my dear.

I think I've gone passed that, at this point. xD;

Well good, then you won't bother me one bit no matter what you want to talk about :3

No, no, I mean, I've let it take over my every thought.
Even though I know better. =/

Ahhhhh, well it can happen to the best, and I've been down that road.

-hugs-

If it helps to talk about it I AM able to listen, you already know how to contact me :3

*hugs Batty* I hope you feel better Batterz, and I hate what happened to you. Sorry I haven't posted until now (I think at least), but Tiva has been keeping me up on what has happened. As everyone has stated, we are here for you, and if you need to talk there is always an open ear ready to hear what you have to say.

I NEED to feel better.

Its stupid, I'll take a few steps forward, feel myself smiling, feel horrible about doing so, and take more than 20 steps back.

*goes to fix this* Okay I have contacts in Cali, where does he live again? 3 buff special forces guys banging on his door should scare him....

Haha, ily, Tivvy.

We talked on the phone Saturday, we're supposedly good. Not together, but good. But thats just the thing. I'm not used to being single. Nor am I used to not having him right there when I need him. If I have a freakout, he's the one I call. If I'm having a food dilemma, I call him. If I just feel like I'm lonely? I call him. I can't do that anymore. I... -finds that rock to hide under-

I understand it was a lot like that when I went off to college and couldn't talk to Alpha. I wouldn't state transfer it but maybe call him when it is really bad but talk to Zane, CupCake, or me for the smaller ones?

Zane has been nothing but amazing through this entire thing. Tomorrow it'll be a week. A full. Solid. Week. My brain still can't wrap around the fact he's pretty much gone.

I know it's not the right thing to do but I half approve of Tiva's idea >.>;

Well, or you could have a pissed off MP knocking at his door. *points to self*

The Batty is leaving o no

Well I wont pry and I wont say goodbye. Goodbyes are to final = u=

We shall meet again batty~

-huggles Alpha tightly- If things get worse, I might take you up on it.

Trak;; I was going to.. but everyones right. I can't do this alone. I can't do this by myself. I need you guys.

What you need right now is a funny video mhmm. Or a good music video :O

http://youtu.be/ejweI0EQpX8

xD;; Thanks, Trak.

But a hug'll do just as well. -nods-

-hugs the batty-

Well okay but say the word and you shall be flooded with obscure funny and/or music videos. And the occasional picture :O

-giggles-

Will do, Trakkie!

I am the manry-est of men!

Batty's own little army? Poor guy, he never knew he had it coming.

But no, we're .. good. Its just me I'm dealing with, you know?

I am the manry-est of men!

-clings to Nikko-

I'm so glad to have met you guys. I don't know where I'd be otherwise.

I am the manry-est of men!