I've gotten to the point where I just want to be left alone in that area. I'd rather just have more friends even if they're going to pull shit.

When it comes to relationships i always mess up somehow even when i think im doing ok but im always drawn to be in one =w=.

I'm sorry that stuff has been rough for you :( hope it gets better in some way.
ive only been in one, so i cant say it was completely horrible, but ive come across soo many a**holes like this guy i kind of dont trust guys much. with a few exceptions..

Obbie-san... D:

I've only been in two relationships...and -.-

One broke up with me because his friend told him he had someone for him...his friend told him to.

The other cheated on me with a "friend" who would "never" do that to me. He admitted to it. She didn't. And I was happy. Happiest I ever been since my dad died. Then he ruined it.

Mine just want to break up with me all because I won't sleep with them.

I still have yet to date a girl

I don't like my uterus...I have one too many as is lol Don't need another lol

Well meh i feel like im a nice guy and respectful but idk after what happened with my most recent ex i feel like im just an ***hole =w= but me and my ex have dated 2 times before so idk

Well, where do you get that you're that?

Ewww relationships. xD I like being in them, even if there's drama and pain and stuff. It's funny how I've pretty much 'fixed' all of the things that pushed people away, but now no one wants me xD

I do miss being with someone so badly though ;w;

Well my hobby of gaming seemed to get in the way and when ever i tried to include her she didn't really wanna. I was aparrently playing mind games with her and didn't "do you know what" with her enough but i have little to no sex drive -.-. I guess i just didnt meet her emotional needs

I miss it to and i just broke up with the girl. I feel i need someone to just cuddle and spend time with like a really close friend who is a girl but nothing sexual -w-

the fact that you can admit it, which i doubt you are an a**hole, says a lot...
hey, unless you had a real problem (like tendency to, i dunno, insult or criticize people), dont change yourself...
edit: ok i dont see that as being a terribly bad thing, though if you're in a relationship you do need to spend a certain amount of time with each other, unless you both mutually understand busy schedules and activities, which she didnt seem to...

I get overly defensive when i am told im doing something wrong which im trying to fix =w=

I'm like that too Obbie. My last boyfriend went on and on about how I get mad easily and I kept telling him that I was trying to fix it even though most of it was his fault. Even now he just bugs the shit out of me lol

Yea =w= thats why im waiting a bit to find someone else even though i really want to. I feel i need to better myself first before i find someone to date =w= that and i need to get better at talking to girl and reading their signs in general @_@

im afraid most of us do that, nothing new :/
my ex (when we were dating) would get really pissed over stupid things and call me an endless string of names. surprised i didnt break it off, but since he was a clingy little b****, he probably would have threatened to kill himself. and when id try to get him to not make stupid sex jokes when he knew i hated it, hed act like i was trying to change him in awful ways and how i was a heartless b****. whew *end of rant* i dunno, im sure not every guy is like that, but...its awfully difficult to find a decent one
edit: i dont even understand girls, and i am one. -_- good luck.

@Lost: Ugh, that's what my ex did. -hugs- I'm sure there are some guys out there for us, and a girl for Obbie too!

@Obbie: That's what I did. Took some time off to focus on the things I needed to change about myself. But don't change yourself for any girl, just change for yourself. :) xD Girl signs are so effed up, they really are. Sorry to have to say that ^^;