I feel like Rem should just draw a picture of everyone in here, go to sleep for the night, all in the same bed. :P Cause that's the feeling I get when I come in here at this hour. o3o

Tell you what if we make it to page 100 before the end of the event I'll do that for certain

wait how long is this event?

I have no clue but at page 51 we are over half way there.

YUS WE SHOULD GET THIS FORUM TO PAGE 100!! o-o Just because natsu wouldn't mind to see that art XD!

IF we have the time ofcourse.. We went up like.. Oh.. 20 some odd pages in one day.

Sounds like a plan. :)

And I've no clue. D: I think a few weeks? o3o

If it is a few weeks then we definitely got this o-o

A few weeks we will have close to 500 pages...

Oh yeah.....*stretches and growls a bit*

Have you guys even slept yet? XD

I haven't left really, just being a creeper and stalking all of you watching your orgey hugs and bed dance parties. So don't mind me while I stand outside the window fapping....

Too much? I feel maybe that was too much...

Nope.....not going to tonight. Need to reset schedule to get back to something normal.

And nah....not too much.

*dances* I am happy with it we need to reset.

So, Are well all just having like a massive..allnighter party? o-o

@Mirra, Im sure there has been much worse sad on this thread, If not another thread.. Haha.

Eh....you could say that. No complaint here....I'm still awake and kicking.

I am going to Attempt To stay awake.. i really need to fix my sleep schedule myself.. Since I'm sleeping again, Because if I didn't I'm Sure dk and a select others would kill me if I went back to sleeping like I usually do..

How was your sleep schedule before? If you don't mind me asking.

My sleep schedule before consisted of staying up until, Either one.. My body gave up and passed out, Or two I got incredibly sick from lack of sleep or another reason.

Yeah that isn't all that good sweetie... but neither is staying up for days on end.

Well, Staying up till my body passed out, or till I contracted an Illness, Was days on end.. I think my record was 5 days.. *shrugs*.

Wow mine is only 3 days....

Geez, Natsu! That's insane! Speaking of all this sleep deprivation, would ya'll mind me sharing a humorous video just for this occasion?

Well,I just don't like going to sleep.. To many issues in my dreams.. To many memories.. To much depression.. Natsu may seem Happy and Eccentric alot but I tend to use it as a mask of how I really am.. Until, Ofcourse the mask becomes to small and I am almost breaking down.. Which at this point it doesn't take much..
I never Claimed to be sane dear, Sure but I cannot guarantee that I will be able to watch it due to my Phone app being the only reason I can get on the net with my NetBook.

Natsu reminds me of my old roommate, he had insomnia and because he could not sleep he would randomly go on walks at like 4 am in the morning.

Natsu goes on walks alot, I was Diagnosed with Insomnia, But I Choose to stay awake, As I tried to explain that to the doctors they could not fathom the idea of someone forcing them selves to stay awake so long and blamed it on a disease/Illness. Typical Doctors.. *snugs the pogs*

Well, hopefully you can see it. Here's the link.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GhsblayR_fQ

Under stand that, nights were i just don't want to sleep and run myself til I can have a dreamless sleep.

xD nah I would just chalk it up to being a college student just like most highschool kids to me aren't really depressed, they just do not know how to handle social situations so their parents panic and take them to doctors and sedate them with pills. My thing is rather then avoiding sleep and trying to punish yourself you should talk to a therapist about your nightmares and see if they can help resolve them.

Sorry sweetie, It wouldn't load for me.
The only time I have ever had good sleep is when I have fallen asleep laying next to someone, I know that sounds corny and weird but it's true. I guess that's why at one point I was trying so hard to get with someone that admired me, Was because I felt that something was trying to tell me to stop being alone. Alas, I have terrible luck with women as most Trisphites should know, That is if they don't bore themselves reading my posts in the Life styles & issues area..

@pogs. Oh, Believe me I have tried the whole Therapist thing, all of them give up eventually and do nothing but try to overload me with pills. Even though I advise them that I am against medicine..

Then you need to look until you find a good one, because a good one listens to their patients and use pills as a last resort to manage illnesses. Do you take the pills?

Probably. Everyone in here talks so much. o3o

Maybe I should let my brain come up with more amusing group arts for Rem to draw? :P

Nothing wrong with stalking, though I'm sure you'd have WAY more fun if you joined in! ;)

Yeah, I had the same problem in high school up until I got Alpha to stay with me in college. I can't handle sleeping alone with out some form of scent comfort. Death tends to do that to you, no child should have to bury their parent.

Uh, technically it's natural for a child to bury their parent as parents will always be older then their children, it's just less common when both parties are a lot younger. However, it's parents who shouldn't have to bury their children.

No, as I said I am against medicine, I won't even take Ibuprofen for a headache. The only reason I would EVER take medicine is if it were a life death situation and the doctors could 100% guarantee said medicine would work.
That they do Ari that they do, And I have seemed to spark a good convo! haha. Also I believe Tiva is referring to me, I had to bury my parents at a young age.
I take it as sign from something telling me I was meant to be alone or separated from the bonds of my mentally abusive mother(Though she had good intentions and I loved her to death and still do.) and my physically abusive Father.. Though it wouldn't hurt for just once for someone to take the effort to fight to be with me, Or even ask me out to diner or what not, But I am a hopeless romantic, And I never give it time to let it happen. I always spend 100% effort on trying to please women, and end up with nothing in return.. *shrugs* It's getting to the point to where Cheaters,Users, And break ups do not effect me anymore.. Which I've been told is a bad thing but I don't see why..

Pardon my venting everyone.. I am in a talking mood.. very rare..

*hugs* understand... *cuddles Natsu* You will find someone, just takes time... and trials.

Still depends on how you view things. And sorry to hear that you parents passed when you were young, Natsu. :(

That is something I am starting to doubt Tiva, Though I appreciate the caring Sentiment.

@Ari, In what aspect are you referring? It's alright, no need to be sorry you didn't do it, they did, they are the ones who OD'd.

Hey, I dealt with 4 years of shit before i got Alpha for good.... and I went through about 7 other relationship before/ between it. I hate saying it but things do get better at some point.

If only you knew how many relationships I have been in, It would probably make your jaw drop, As for finding my "True love" I believe I already did, Growing up there was this girl named Caityln that I hung out with, We were inseparable, As we grew older we came to realize we had feelings for each other and we flirted and play along as a Bf/gf would,But we didn't officially go out until I was around.. 15-16..

Well, about.. 6 months into it there was A LOT of drama going on and rumors starting that she was cheating on me and what not, and it was causing her massive emotional stress. So, I had went over to her house told her in good and truthful Intentions that We needed to take a break so I could deal with these people and the issues that where sprouting up with the rumors, Because I felt that I would have been spending to much time trying to help her stress then being a good boyfriend.. I went to the bathroom for maybe.. 3 minutes tops.. Came back.. She had slit her throat, I held her that night and she died in my blood soaked arms..

Anyways, I feel that I have been bitching to much if you will, So I'm just going to leave you guys be and go eat something and possibly go to bed. If anyone needs me VM or PM me.

=smells the air= Hmmm nothing like fresh banned bots in the morning