Yes, but apparently I'm just hopelessly retarded.

Or your mom is one of those that's too lazy to actually do anything and prefers to just pay for some meds and hope that works.

I told her if she wanted to "help", she could find me cake places to apply to since they don't have online applications. She basically said "Everyone thinks you're retarded but I'm the only one with the guts to say it. we're just trying to help. Cake places are too hard to get to from where you're at, but you can work at a yogurt place near where I live. But you still have to talk to people anyway."

God, what a buttface. Just stop talking to her....

That's what I'm going to do. -_- I only answered her again at all because she acted like she was about to make an appointment without my fucking consent. "So can I make the appointment?" I said "No" and then she started talking about how she was gonna talk to my grandma about it. I don't care who makes what appointment; I'm not going.

Indeed,

They cannot make you go, your mom is fucking insane and she doesn't know what she's talking about.

Clearly. No. See what happens every time I try to talk to her?

Yup, no help whatsoever.

Ryan keeps insisting that I just go out on the bus one day and ride around to try to get an idea of where they go and all that. but I really don't think that's a good idea for me to do by myself when I don't even know what I'm doing or where I'm going. If I had someone with me, maybe, but other than that, I'd rather not.

Maybe one day when I go see you we can do it together. Not an idea I relish but if we can pick a bus and see it's route/schedule we can test it out.

Also this
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DE4MVdHJEFI

What'd you post? Don't want to click things when my grandma's lurking...

When do you think you'd be able to do that? I think we should seriously plan to test out the buses and go into town soon. I need to find other places to apply, and it's obvious my family won't help me in that department. I need to figure out the buses so I can get to work, and also so I can find it in the first place.

The motion test for Mama.

and ew, lurking grandmas

I don't know, possibly next week or the week after I'll be free. I'll spend the weekend there and we can go and test out the buses.

'Deed, I found that and saw it, actually. Is very neat.

>:P I got summoned.

Indeed, is kinda creepy how he moves.

Gotta go have dinner now, back later.

Alright. :P

I am getting so tired of my family, I tell you what. I'm starting to wonder if there's some other kind of housing thing I could look into.

I wouldn't know, but I'm sure there is.