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•:*´¨`*:•. —¤÷(`[¤* *¤]´)÷¤— •:*´¨`*:•. ❀ Hehe yup. I'm still working on getting Joe to take care of this things that we have no place for yet lol. I have 3 boxes in the bedroom with my games, books and plushies that I have to wait about 2 weeks or so to get a shelf for that we can afford lol. ~_~ But its ok so far. Trying to get the air conditioner taken care of. So it's not too hot here. ❂ •:*´¨`*:•. —¤÷(`[¤* *¤]´)÷¤— •:*´¨`*:•. |
Ahh i see. -nods-
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•:*´¨`*:•. —¤÷(`[¤* *¤]´)÷¤— •:*´¨`*:•. ❀ Sorry for not replying ; ; Today was so off for me. Ya it's a slow process. It's gonna cost alot to repair a few of the things. But that is ok. We will get it all done eventually. I can't wait to do the master bath. There is a whirlpool bath in there.. OMG So want to use it now. ❂ •:*´¨`*:•. —¤÷(`[¤* *¤]´)÷¤— •:*´¨`*:•. |
A whirlpool bath...wow that would be so fun. I hope you get it fixed soon Saiyouri :3
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wirlpool bath? o.o
Whats one of those? |
•:*´¨`*:•. —¤÷(`[¤* *¤]´)÷¤— •:*´¨`*:•. ❀ Thank you Serra. I so can't wait for it. Hmm. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Whirlpool_tub This shows a pic of a really expensive one. They are where you get a ton of pressured water to shot on your body and the water is heated in the really nicer ones. Not sure how that works for home ones. ❂ •:*´¨`*:•. —¤÷(`[¤* *¤]´)÷¤— •:*´¨`*:•. |
Saiyouri, just wanted to let you know my new training job started officially yesterday...teaching people is so much fun :3 Even if it's job training not academics, I was so wired all of yesterday through the whole class!
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I dont like baths much, but that seems nice o 3o I've been in a hot tub before, someone in our family has one xD my grandads sister x3; |
I love love love baths...especially since I can't be in the shower longer than 10 minutes where I am without the water turning cold... :p
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•:*´¨`*:•. —¤÷(`[¤* *¤]´)÷¤— •:*´¨`*:•. ❀Ooo that is awesome Serra. I hope things are going well for you. Congradulations!!! *tosses cupcakes & confetti* I dont mind baths. Haven't had one in forever though. I swear our water here sucks. I took a shower and was in it a few mins longer to rinse out the dye and it went cold.. And the only thing that could of done that was my son flushing the toilet and washing his hands ; ; My stupid electricity went out yesterday for about 4 hrs and it took me 5 hrs longer to get my laptop to work HAHA. ... At least it's working now lol. ❂ •:*´¨`*:•. —¤÷(`[¤* *¤]´)÷¤— •:*´¨`*:•. |
Ahhh Saiyouri, water turning cold in the shower is something I absolutely hate x.x So I haven't had a shower in a while because of it, just baths.
And thankies! My job isn't "perfect" but in reality it's wonderful, perfectly suited to me and I enjoy it greatly :3 |
•:*´¨`*:•. —¤÷(`[¤* *¤]´)÷¤— •:*´¨`*:•. ❀ Well as long as you are happy that is all that matters ^^ Well today is one of the worse days in my life... First I get told by 3 doctors that they won't take me because of my insurance and then I get a call from my dad's sister telling me he died last night.. And Now I still can't find a doctor and my husband is the only person who seems to care that he is dead that knows ; ; None of my facebook friends care... and they are friends from high school that I have known since I was a child.. Now that is sad as hell and I can't afford to go to his funeral Thursady next week because we can't driver there with our crappy car and no money ; ; God I hate my life right now. ; ; *cries in corner trying to do her nails* ❂ •:*´¨`*:•. —¤÷(`[¤* *¤]´)÷¤— •:*´¨`*:•. |
Saiyouri :( -hugs gently- Sorry I can't do much more than this :/
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-glomps Sai- Meh, sorry for being so late D;
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•:*´¨`*:•. —¤÷(`[¤* *¤]´)÷¤— •:*´¨`*:•. ❀ *hugs Serra* Thats okey. ^_^ That is more than enough for me. I know I have you guys~ It's okey Haunty~ Well I am feeling alot better. Smoking and drinking has helped out alot. I don't drink too much to get drunk, but the beer itself does help me out. So now I am a smoker.. Not good I know especially with my dad dying of lung cancer... But it has helped me out alot. Hubby hates it alot but won't stop me since he knows he can't haha.. LOL ❂ •:*´¨`*:•. —¤÷(`[¤* *¤]´)÷¤— •:*´¨`*:•. |
Well if smoking helps calm you I won't say much...it isn't that great for your health though. Drinking I don't do just because of what my mom and her father went through but it's at least not as bad for you as long as you don't drink too much.
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•:*´¨`*:•. —¤÷(`[¤* *¤]´)÷¤— •:*´¨`*:•. ❀ *huggles the Serra back* Thank you. I don't really mind being drunk.. minus the getting sick to my stomach part that is lol. But when I am the one at home with kids.. bad idea for sure. I drink enough to calm me down and one beer works for me. I normally try not to get tipsy at all so I am really careful on that part. For smoking I know the issues with it, I just gave up on caring anymore. Do everything right and nothing good happens to you. In the same as my dad dying she had to tell me that his family never put me in the obituary... So I am glad with my choice. Glad no one is going to be too upset with me. I hope all is well with you and work and your life.~ ❂ •:*´¨`*:•. —¤÷(`[¤* *¤]´)÷¤— •:*´¨`*:•. |
Not too happy to hear you don't care anymore, but as long as you are aware of the risks I won't nag you about it :p I know I'd be unhappy if you were gone though.
My job has been going really well...we did a 5 day class and starting tomorrow we have what's called "nesting" where we put them on real calls for a little while and then give them feedback right away. I'm certain they will all do great :3 |
•:*´¨`*:•. —¤÷(`[¤* *¤]´)÷¤— •:*´¨`*:•. ❀ Aww thankie Serra. You are such a sweetheart~ <3 I'll make sure that I take care of myself good for sure then~ ^^ Ooo sounds like fun.. I hope they all do well ^_^ ❂ •:*´¨`*:•. —¤÷(`[¤* *¤]´)÷¤— •:*´¨`*:•. |
I taught them so I'm pretty sure they will do wonderfully ^^
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•:*´¨`*:•. —¤÷(`[¤* *¤]´)÷¤— •:*´¨`*:•. ❀Then I'm sure they will too hehe. ^^ ❂ •:*´¨`*:•. —¤÷(`[¤* *¤]´)÷¤— •:*´¨`*:•. |
I wish I knew exactly what we were doing tomorrow XD I know in general but I don't know specifics yet...
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•:*´¨`*:•. —¤÷(`[¤* *¤]´)÷¤— •:*´¨`*:•. ❀ I hope it's fun at least~ ❂ •:*´¨`*:•. —¤÷(`[¤* *¤]´)÷¤— •:*´¨`*:•. |
Oh I'm sure it will be fun, I still remember my own nesting from 8 months ago XD In November...so scary lol
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•:*´¨`*:•. —¤÷(`[¤* *¤]´)÷¤— •:*´¨`*:•. ❀ Lol poor thing ; ; *hugs* Here's to hoping tomorrow goes by great!! ❂ •:*´¨`*:•. —¤÷(`[¤* *¤]´)÷¤— •:*´¨`*:•. |
Haha I bet it will XD I've hardly had any idea what's going on and I was able to get through the teaching part fine XD
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•:*´¨`*:•. —¤÷(`[¤* *¤]´)÷¤— •:*´¨`*:•. ❀ Aww, I'm sure you will keep doing great. ^^ Sounds kinda fun teaching people things. ❂ •:*´¨`*:•. —¤÷(`[¤* *¤]´)÷¤— •:*´¨`*:•. |
It's AMAZING. It's like I was born for the role.
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•:*´¨`*:•. —¤÷(`[¤* *¤]´)÷¤— •:*´¨`*:•. ❀YAY I'm so glad to hear that!! So happy you found the perfect job for you. ❂ •:*´¨`*:•. —¤÷(`[¤* *¤]´)÷¤— •:*´¨`*:•. |
I wish it wasn't just seasonal...but still I'm so happy to have had the chance to do this.
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•:*´¨`*:•. —¤÷(`[¤* *¤]´)÷¤— •:*´¨`*:•. ❀Aww seasonal jobs suck ; ; Is there a chance you can turn this into a all time job? ❂ •:*´¨`*:•. —¤÷(`[¤* *¤]´)÷¤— •:*´¨`*:•. |
Not sure. At the very least it's not like I won't still be working for them when the job ends, just will be what I was before, phone operator.
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•:*´¨`*:•. —¤÷(`[¤* *¤]´)÷¤— •:*´¨`*:•. ❀ Well at least you will have something still. That is good. ❂ •:*´¨`*:•. —¤÷(`[¤* *¤]´)÷¤— •:*´¨`*:•. |
Saiyouri, may I get your opinion on something that's been on my mind a while?
I'm currently in a somewhat complicated relationship with a girl in France. It's wonderful and I love her but the likelihood of it being more than what it is now is almost nonexistent because she has severe problems with being near people in person. For a while I thought I didn't mind it being strictly online...but for the past few months I've realized that it's not what I want. To be honest I have no problems continuing what we do even if we weren't in a relationship, and sometimes I think she doesn't even consider that we may be. I have met Lunaryon from here in person and we're both very compatible with each other... Twice I asked her to date me and twice I threw it away because I thought I couldn't give her enough of myself to be worth it. I think I should ask her again but I'm afraid that my love for someone I can't be with will prevent me again. I'm just trying to work through it for now. I'm afraid of throwing her away a third time, but I really love her...not as much as I love the one in France but I know I can be with her and that is something I REALLY want in a relationship. You can just give me thoughts on it if you want. I'm not looking for a solution from others, I need to figure it out on my own really :p |
•:*´¨`*:•. —¤÷(`[¤* *¤]´)÷¤— •:*´¨`*:•. ❀ Wow that is one tough choice you have on your hands right now. On one hand you have someone you deeply love but can't be with and on the other you have someone you can be with but afraid you won't be able to be with her. Only thing I can think of is try to take some time away from them both and try to think things through. I know it's easier said than done but you might be able to figure out who you want to be with by cutting contact with them for a little while. Like a few days or something. Maybe the time away from them might help you figure out who you want to be with more and who you know you can be happy with for sure. I hope that helps you. *hugs tightly* I so hope you can figure this out hun *hugs* ❂ •:*´¨`*:•. —¤÷(`[¤* *¤]´)÷¤— •:*´¨`*:•. |
I did have a couple weeks away from both of them actually. They were both gone for a while. I was far happier when Luna came back because Luna shows how much she cares for me...the one from France doesn't really. I know full well a relationship has to be both ways...which is why sometimes it feels as if the one in France doesn't consider us to be in one, and just be really close instead. I really don't know still. I have a severe emotional block when it comes to considering what it is I want for myself.
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•:*´¨`*:•. —¤÷(`[¤* *¤]´)÷¤— •:*´¨`*:•. ❀ Well to me that is a sign that you and Luna are meant for each other. And it might even work out too. The one in France might just consider you two just close, especially if she has a hard time getting close to people in person. Too bad too. I feel bad for the poor thing. ❂ •:*´¨`*:•. —¤÷(`[¤* *¤]´)÷¤— •:*´¨`*:•. |
I kind of feel like I'm meant for both of them. It's just that with Luna, it feels mutual. The one in France...well she often says she doesn't deserve my love. It's not true of course, she does. I just worry that maybe because I feel sorry for her I'm staying with her...I don't think that's true either because I care for her VERY deeply.
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•:*´¨`*:•. —¤÷(`[¤* *¤]´)÷¤— •:*´¨`*:•. ❀Poor dear. I feel so bad for her. She truly deserves your love. This is truly one hard choice you have on your hands. You might be with her a bit because of you feeling bad for her. That is how it is with my husband. I think you and Luna would be a good thing. It sounds like that poor thing in France needs to work on herself a bit before she will be able to handle a relationship. Even with help with it, it will still take her a long time working on it. I feel so bad for her. I just want to hug her. ❂ •:*´¨`*:•. —¤÷(`[¤* *¤]´)÷¤— •:*´¨`*:•. |
She and I share a bond, and it's a very strong bond so I'm sure that no matter what we will remain close. I think maybe I am pushing for something she's not ready for and may never be ready for considering what she's been though. But that's alright, as long as I can continue to spend time with her I think I will be fine with what turns out.
Thankies so much for your observations on this Saiyouri :3 |
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