I went through my worst time in 98. I was emotionally numb and in a stupor for over two months.

I know that feeling. One day just runs into another.

I went back too a simple black and white, using the old style of hair/face I used a lot when we first met...

I went to her profile and saw that I was in her siggy (I had forgotten through not seeing her siggy for while) and that finally broke me last night... Tears were shed for the first time in more years than i can remember.

but now, the next day, I feel good. Good enough to get on with life as it was before, just with a little sadness hiding in the background.. Apparently i don't have a long mourning period.

Ducky, I'm glad to see you back. Gallagher, *hugs* I hope you don't stay away too long.

I hope Gall is okay ):

I think Gall just needs a little away time.

I just slept and woke up better ._. Sometimes i really feel like i lack any kind of strong emotion.

Perhaps you just haven't found anything to be passionate about yet.

I've been through a lot and I get sad fairly often, but nothing has ever really brought a strong emotion response forth. But on the flip side of the coin i can get giddily happy just by the right song playing. I lack the 'bad' emotions like sadness and anger.

Had my avi before the red and black thing, because although Ducky and Gall have good ideas, I have no idea what my outfit was at that time.

...That wolf looks like it's enjoying the butterflies.

EDIT: ...Holy. I just remembered Ambrosia. She's in Gall's siggy.

Ducky, I don't get angry very often but when I do it's not good. I can hold a grudge for years, and I rarely forgive. It takes a major betrayal for that though.

Geez! Stomping on one butterfly and chomping another...

Ok, I can see it kind of trampled one, but it's nuzzling the other x___X;

I guess the dark is fooling me, it looks like chomping to me.

I'm not sure i agree with the whole red and black avatar thing they have going. I think if you'e going to make an avatar in tribute it should be personal. contain something you feel to be important.

at first glance it looks like it's eating the butterfly >_>

Since I didn't really get a chance to know Dark, I just went with the requested colors.

I might, might take out the butterflies. The wolf reminds me of Dark, though.

Naw, leave the butterflies. The wolf is having too much fun.

-splutter- Butbutbut what if they get eaten?!

*coughs* There will always be others...

*looks* I don't see any Ambrosia...

//hugs gall
how is everyone?

I've been tired all day. > n>

Aw, maybe you'll sleep good tonight.

Yes... = w= Totally looking forward to snuggling in my bed.

Well* Sorry, channeling my inner grammar-nazi.

I'm kind of sleepy too.

You talking to me? You talking to ME? *channels an old movie*

Uh. ...-backs off quickly-

*giggles* Yep, I've still got it! Unless of course, you ask my dogs. They just stare at me and yawn when I try to act tough.

Ahaha. Haah. Remind me never to wage a verbal war with you.

Pshh. You'd probably wipe the floor with me, trust me.

//pops back in
Im back for a bit

I ate so much food that i passed out really early last night, and then i woke up at 7am o.O Is that all i have to do to get a good sleeping pattern?

Heheh, eating yourself into a stupor. Sounds good to me.

I woke up at 3pm that day, and was asleep by 11. That's a little scary.

You must have really needed the sleep.

I feel pretty fantastic today. Lovely weather out as well, so once my hair is dry from my shower I'll probably go for a long walk. All by myself. Yay.

I need friends D:

Yeah, walking by yourself is no fun.