Eh, I prefer to be alive. Besides I'm the muse, if I die her writing dies to~ So she can't leave me alone. :D

My inner muse is currently dead >.> I might try to revive it later.

My muse has been dead since the beginning of October which made for several interesting months of no idea. I'm getting back to it though, so I'm keeping my fingers crossed that my muse still lives.

I've been at a block for several days now. It's annoying.

I know~ And I don't even having tips to for breaking the radio silence to help.

I should just listen to songs and draw what comes to mind. Actually, this avi started that way...

Music and writing don't go hand in hand for me. I can't work and listen to music; I have to just listen to misic. I can multitask with just about everything else, but music is a large no no.

Music quickly becomes background if I leave it on for long enough, so I'm either paying way too much attention to it or none at all.

My mind doesn't register it as white noise so it makes me pay attention to it. Frustrating some of the time when I don't want to listen to music and someone has it playing.

I tune stuff out a bit too easily. -cough-lectures...

Maybe buy some noise-cancelling headphones? Those are expensive, though...

Lecture are when I get all my writing done. :) Those I have no problems tuning out.

And if the noice canceling ones weren't so expensive I would have a pair already.

What's funny is, my headset makes my head hurt a bit. And I suck at taking notes and draw during class instead...hence my before-test-day running around and trying to figure out what the teacher's been talking about for the past week or two.

If I could draw I would but I can't so I write and what is written is not nessisarily notes...And I have horible study habits so I normally just wing it, working right now but later on it won't. And if I got a headset I would have to take into account the dog that resides with me. It likes to chew an eat everything.

Bad doggy x____X; That reminds me, I've a friend who always needs to buy new headsets because for some strange reason, the left side always goes out really quick. He's like....cursed >.>

O.o that is kinda wierd. But no wierder then anything with copper wiring working backwards for my nee-chan.