Well, I feel loved ouo... You should post in more of my threads Dx They are all dying.. I mean of course only if you want too..

Yes, You should be doing art! I mean... er.. I understand xD

You don't have to if you don't want too ouo

oh its not that xD i just poof so much its hard to keep conversations hehe

I know the feels, but my threads tend to stay slow.. xD

that might be true xD maybe ill try to post in thems :P

i feel bad not posting in asami's but im trying to make this darn avi!!

xD Well, that's understandable, I am sure she doesn't mind she is a bit busy lately like all of us as well ouo

that is true i have noticed that :P

i've been busy with stuff Dx

I have been busy looking for a new job xD

i've been busy baby sitting my whole family ... me and my mom got into a bout last night and im like ugh.. im better off being alone at this rate i would have less stress -.-; even if i was a only parent with paying bills it'd STILL be less stress

Well, I mean I know how you feel, but don't be so quick to drop your mom. ouo

it's just.. ok every night she takes the baby sits her in the high chair and the baby watches her feed the kitties and she'll talk to her and stuff.

so last night i was informed that she thought we were taking advantage of her (she is the one that comes and gets her i dont take her to her..)

also after she was done with the kitties i was in the living room on the laptop and i was taking a second or two to finish a post (last sentence and stuff) and she was telling the baby that her mother was glued to these things and stuff and going on how her father was too as hubby was playing the psp at the moment. You don't tell a childthat and i literally took two seconds to finish typing and closed the laptop

i wouldn't get annoyed if she wasn't ALWAYS on my case whenever i happen to say hey i have some time to get on the computer for a moment. Asking her i swear she thinks i am the worse mother ever or something and I want to turn around and ask her where she was when i was a child. I remember growing up with my grandparents raising me not her. She was too busy messing with her boyfriends at the time and working. The work part i forgive but the moving around with all of her boyfriends i do not.

and she can say all she wants about my husband but at least i did not meet him at a bar like she met my father! D< ~breaths~

sorry .w.; im not a bad parent.. when no one is around im hardly on the computer i might be on for a moment and off i go again

You don't need to prove it to me, I know you are a good mother, I mean my god you sacrifice sleeping constantly to stay up for her.. I simply say don't be so quick to drop her because it is true when they say you don't know what you have until its gone, I know that by experience with my parents..

I know, I keep thinking that with my poor relationship with my father. Only a few hours away and he never calls never visits... heck if i called i get the answering service. He is 76 years old and I'm starting to think it might be too late to try to make up for lost time where I couldn't do anything about certain thing as a child.

I'm not really writing her off I just wish she would let me raise my daughter how I know is right. she's healthy, active, smart and has yet to be sick. Obviously something is going right. Also I wish she'd stop talking ill and poorly of my husband.. he's better then the last one -.-

76? Wow.. That makes me curious on how old you are xD You don't have to tell me xD

Ya, I mean obviously you are doing good if your baby is healthy, and with the husband thing, just take it with a grain of salt, as long as you love him it shouldn't matter x3

~pretty sure its on my trisphee profile xD ~

I'm still young :P lol

well she sees us fight sometimes and well we are stressed, the house is a mess and the case worker says its not safe for the baby. We can't fix it cause its her house and there is so much junk in here there is no where to put it... =/

Oh, okay, Good, cause that's about how old I thought you were, but when you said your dad was 76.. I was like.. wait.. WHAT? ouo

and its her house? wow... You would think she would take the effort to support her grandchild..

x'D well my moms only in her late 50's now (don't ask.. long story short my dad was as old as my grandma)

yeah it is her house i tried offering to clean and not throw any of her junk away but she reuses -.-;

Well my biological dad is in his late 50's and my Adoptive dad whom is now passed was as well.. but the 76 threw me off xD

Wow what the hell.. OH! I got a chibi of Tristan just now wanna see? xD

yeah most people give me the strangest look when i say how old my dad is >w>; fun conversations, gets better when i say he was in jail for a bit for messing with the game wardens .. x'D (the 76 year old who acts like hes 16..)

yeah.... its not like i haven't offered ... ~sighs~ maybe hubby will get a promotion soon and we can move out =/

also sure! :D ~i still owe you arts!~

He did what? ... ouo.. Okay now you have to tell me xD

I am sure you will soon ! :P

ouO give me a second to catch up on posts on this site and another site xD

well my dad runs/owns a dock where he lives, so hes a waterman. for years he messed with the game wardens because there is a such thing as illegal crabbing and stuff. So one of the times he reported in (well got someone to report in) that two trucks were meeting to switch off these crabs. Well they show up and the trucks were switching things.. but they were empty baskets instead of full ones .. xD

somewhere along the lines they caught him on something finally. it was a slap on the wrist but still :P

i hope so it would take care of a lot of stress DX

also bad Natsu .. posting on another site :P ~kidding~

I don't post much on the other site, just for rps! :P

I am just gonna put this here! http://i1159.photobucket.com/albums/...ps26c3511a.jpg

i use to do that with LS... but im not motivated to post in the rps... i feel liek they are being dragged on. like good concepts and ideas but poor partners

aw! chibi :D

I know that feels all to well.. I am actually contemplating going back to 1v1 only with the acceptation of trisphee.. XD

I know doesn't Tristan look awesome xD

yeah i closed all my rp search threads on other sites. unless you come to me and prove you can rp decently .. i have one on Ls that i need to start up because i think they can match me xD we'll see

yesh! i can't draw chibi xD ...

Pfft, I am awful at RP you need to just give up now. xD -sarcasm-

oh well if thats the case i am too and i should give up on myself xD ~facts

LOL! Have you even seen my rp posts? XD

nope but i've read your search threads :P

.-. Whats that have to do with my posts? xD

I guess so xD

Well, that must mean you know how awful I am. :P

Hah I kid I kid.

You better be.. or else.. um or else.. yeah!

Oh, very threatening, I think I am going to need a night light tonight because of that. xD