oh my well the one near me is trying to be similar big famous malls >3> but its been taking forever with the construction

At least you'll be getting new stores or at least some interesting stuff when It's done.

-plops on a couch- Hi everyone.

Hello zenella dear
How is your evening.

Unfortunately, it's quite crappy :/ How about yours?

yeyea thats true

heya zen how are you tonight?

I wish the mall by the school had more to offer for us...

We have a couple of malls though I would prefer to be able to have independent businesses. My town's "main street" has nothing but (primarily chain) restaurants. I'd love a yarn shop, independent book store, coffee shop, something like that...

@Obbie: Quite crappy, thanks. How about yourself?

femme: It'd be nice to have those near by too, but a mal for at least it's hobby shop would please me

why is your night so crappy?

*hugs zen* aww whats wrong?

Lonely and just feeling like giving up. Not on life or anything, but just even trying to make friends and keep them. Gets to be exhausting after a few years.

to be honest I understand that.
i had issues making and keeping friends in middle and early high school and a lot of the times i really didn't think it was worth it.

eventually i did find some reliable friends, but it was so hard getting to trust them at first.

what I'm saying is keep at it even if it seems hopeless.
But i'm sorry you feel that way.

*raises hand* ill be your friend zen >.<

but i know how you feel i just got out of a relationship and i feel like its not worth trying to get another one D= but i must follow what my tattoo says >w<

@Drakath: Well, even my best friend after 7-8 years is just...I dunno. It's not the same anymore. I felt before I could call him anytime and talk about anything and now it's just useless. Anyways, I hope it'll turn around and that I'll be able to trust when I finally find someone.

@Obbie: Thanks :)

I'm actually trying to get into a relationship right now. There's this guy that I'm like in love with and he supposedly really likes me but makes up all these excuses about why it would be hard to be together.

Anyways, sorry for the babbling.

im hoplessly falling for a girl who i know dosnt like me >w> and its ok feel free to babble this is your thread lol

and of course i have been told im an awesome friend but a bad boyfriend >.<