Anemia...eww. I keep wondering if I have that.

It is so not fun at all. I hate it ; ; I keep getting nauseous all the time. Plus I try to stay up when I get up early every morning like I used to but... I end up being so drained that I know that it would end up hurting me badly if I didn't get some extra sleep again ; ; But I think the pills are working a bit. I am able to think a bit better during the days more than before and I am not as worn out at night like I was but still doing pretty crappy haha. >.> I am so positive.

Being tired all the time is really annoying to deal with... I remember when my leg pains first started I was tired all the time as I tried to deal with that. I sure hope it passes soon or at least lessens.

Thank you. Next month on the 7th I get to get my blood checked to see if the two pills I am taking have helped with my stupid blood results to see if I have to have a tube shoved down my throat to see if I'm bleeding on the inside somewhere to explain the massive blood loss the doctor thinks might be also a factor to the anemia. HAHA my own blood tests confused a doctor lol.

Umm...at least you're laughing about it? I sure hope you don't have internal bleeding though :/

Thank you, so do I >.>;

I gotta be positive about this or else I might end up in more pain lol. I crack jokes because I stretch and tire myself out LOL. That is funny and sad at the same time.

Past few days have been bad from nauseau but today isn't that bad. So I want to try to do some work since my brain is working finally ~_~ I wouldn't suggest people getting anemic at all. It really sucks.

Anemia is terrible. I have a lot of symptoms that are similar but I don't have it.

Hoping for the best for you :3

Thank you *hugs* Today wasn't too bad. Just got hit with a bad backache and a bit nauseau but that is ok. No where near as bad as other days. I even got my nails done, messed up but done LOL. Now to organize my polish tomorrow if I feel good. And hopefully put up the other strand of lights in the living room. I'm slowly making the house nice and pretty haha.

I've been being lazy again...haven't been sleeping all that wonderfully unfortunately :/

Aww I'm sorry to hear that hun. *hugs* I hope you can sleep better soon ; ; I hope you are at least doing good otherwise.

I have been having more good days than bad, which is nice. But my cats are acting odd. I think Lavender wants a baby to take care of cause of how weird she is getting. So I want to look into getting a young cat for her or a small puppy for her to care for. She is a good mommy and I can see how sad she is that she no longer has someone to care for. I think she realized her brother isn't coming home because of how attached she is to me more so than before. She's sooo cute lol.

Awww, that's cute. I hope that all works out for you and Lavender.

Sleep is pretty bad but I am doing rather well in other respects.

That's good that you are doing well in other things.

I hope things go well for Lavi too. She's weird and so is Hammy. He's now sleeping in my bed for a bit once in awhile lol... And he hasn't done that in a few years at least. So he's like being normal and stuff and it's making me wonder if the world is ending HAHA.

I've been so absent lately ^^;;

Coming to Tris reminds me of Luna and since we haven't talked in a while it's a bit hard to have the reminder.

Aww I'm so sorry to hear that hun ; ; *hugs* I hope things get cheerful for you soon.

I hope the new year gets off to a great start for you too. *hugs*

If coming here is hard I can understand that.

I like it here mostly, as long as I don't think too hard on certain things. And I really enjoy being able to talk to you as well.

I really enjoy talking to you too. You are the only person I seem to talk to anymore here. I should try to venture out more hehe.

I hope things get easier for you being here.

Oh and Happy New Year! I hope this year had a good start for you.

I hope the year is starting well for you as well :3

It wasn't too bad at least. I got my blood taken yesterday, waiting for the results and also found out I lost 5lbs lol and have to get my GI checked... YAY haha

Did that all turn out well?

I have the consulation appointment Thursday this week. Started taking iron again. Today was actually good so far. Last two days I've been more physically tired not sleepy tired. So I'm hoping I get told my results soon. I hope at least they tell me what the blood test says. How are things for you?

Work has gone back to being boring but for the most part I'm doing rather well. The free time gives me time to think...though some of my time is spent wondering how I will manage with less money too :p

Aww sorry to hear that. I hope thinking about money isn't too stressful for you. That is one horrible killer to think about for sure. Also hope work gets more fun for you.~

I'm working on it. I keep checking to see if I can have a supervisor position again...that at least would be nice until they need bodies in the training department again.

I hope you can get it. Good luck~

Working on it...nothing so far but I won't give up.

Yay, keep up the work~
I've been doing so so so far. I was awake more for awhile but now I'm having a hard time waking up in the morning lol. This is fun ; ;

Aww that sucks. I'm glad I've become a morning person actually...gives me a good reason to go to sleep early too :p

Hehe ^^ I enjoy getting up really early because it's so quiet and dark out. It's like I'm the only person in the world so I try my best to wake up. For some reason last night I got to sleep after 9:30 and was able to wake up this morning at 4 with no problems at all. Lavi didn't even try to wake me up. So again my retard body can't make up it's mind haha. I'm wondering if eating is part of it.

I ate more last night because I had a beer and didn't want to have the alcohol affect me since I can't digest the liquor with this stupid anemia. So I'm wondering if eating more helps me sleep better? I need to remember to ask my doctor about that when I see him this Thursday. Cause that makes no sense at all lol.

Hard to say...some people do sleep better with a full stomach. I know I don't but probably is something you should talk to the doctor about.

I had to cancel my appointment. Found out I got denied for insurance from the county and I stopped my meds. I am waiting til I get approved for insurance before I see anyone. I can't handle having no money and racking up such huge bills. So far everything has been fine with me doing that.