it was hard core floassing T^T i couldn't take it and had to tell him it was gross so he moved across the room =.=

i am so mad i could puke in anger

...or leave the room. (less violent I think ;-)

don't puke D: it is not good for your health!

i am alone in this room, i just got a cunty phonecall from a cunty cunt >/

littl: oh no! sounds like not a good call, and be mad, just don't puke.

dude, i am nearly /thirty/ but my damn motherinlaw (who told me today she wont be able to do /anything/ tomorrow) had the gall to tell me she would be disappointed in me if i had a friend over(one i have not seen since before halloween) instead of waiting to see if she felt up to coming over

dude, already did


i am super tempted to tell her off but my fiance gets upset whenever i am anything but super cordial to her

her dissapointment means i have to listen to him talk about how she is a poor old woman. i already have to deal with strong pain from numerous issues with my body because she does not like the chill, i have to cook without her because she only likes a tiny handful of foods, i already cannot call her out when she treats me like crud and i already have to accept that she gets to dictate the entirety of how MY house has to be to suit her desires, i cannot even have a craftroom or my plants because she wants to take the big room and my option is to cram it into a rom a third of the size(and way smaller than the overstuffed room i had before) or go upstairs even though i have a hard time walking without falling, cannot regulate my heartbeat AND am rather afraid of the creepy short doors all over it

i get that i am the least valuable member in the house and my feelings only matter when they don't affect her but this is bullshit, like fuck. i had to be guilted into doing xmas and now i cannot even have the only xmas gift i am interested in because she wants me to be at her beck and call for 'just in case'

I'm so sorry Cho, I couldn't even imagine what that would be like :( I do know you shouldn't be made to feel like that and that is really unfair of your fiancee to allow you to feel that way.

actually there is some good news. she complained to him about it and he decided that because it is his house and she is not even here then my friend can come over and she will have to deal with it. it's actually only the second time he's stood against her in the five years i have known him but i am super grateful all the same. it's both weird and consoling

i have no idea what the fallout of this will be though, this is not a violent/aggressive family but one that simmers for years quietly

Littl: so sorry about this. I could not stand living in a situation like yours, and luckily I don't have to, but sometimes what can't be cured must be endured. I am glad your fiance stood up for you, don't worry about how she feels, you just do you. Your fiance needs a backbone, stitch him up a steel rod on his spine!