Ahaha, I know. But I want to, especially for your wedding. <3

Alright, sleepy time for me. Good night! Sleep well!

Hey you! Yeah, we ordered a different treadmill last night, this one should be here around spring break. I have lots of time to lose the weight I just want the darn thing already, lol.

<3

Hey you! =D

=P Feeling a bit better today. =)

Yay! I'm glad to hear it. :)

Whatcha up to?

um. I have this so far.

In Defense of Rational Belief
The word rational is indicative of rationality itself. Often times it is the case that to assert rationality one need prove the opposite; irrationality. Milton stands alone in all his glory as a man on a mission from God who has been chosen to enlighten his fellow man on all things having to do with the human condition. Or at least that is what he would like you to believe.

it's 75 words. I need 1250.

It sounds good so far! I wish had something to help spur it along, though. D:

You and me both. Right now tho, I just have massive writers block and want to die.

Ew, writer's block! I'm sorry. =(

You around for a bit or what?

I can't figure out if i'm just freaking out over these papers or if i'm just ready to drop out. I know if I drop out, i'll regret it in a few months. But I feel dead in my classes. I feel like i'm there trying to prove something to someone else. Not myself.

I'm irritated and freaked out.

I'm trying to be. I'm up at the snap of a finger right now, though. Many, many apologies if I have slow replies.

It's okay. I understand. I hope you get your packages tomorrow. Maybe it will cheer her up if only for a few minutes.

Lol. I hope it'll cheer her up too. I can understand why she's all depressed, and I wish I could do more than just tell her it'll be okay. =(

Sometimes people just gotta sort shit out on their own.

Which, I think i've decided. I think i'm going to drop my classes. Look into a tech school or something for floral design or massage therapy.

Maybe web design or graphic design. I need to create. I feel like i'm dying.

Are you absolutely sure? D= I'm not gonna turn into one of those "you're throwing away education!" people, but I really hope you'll think about it thoroughly before dropping them. It would suck to drop them and then realize you rather would have kept them.

Although the idea of massage therapy for you sounds very fitting. <33

I've been turning this over and over in my head for the last few semesters. It's not something new. I know i'll regret staying and i'll regret leaving. I feel so torn but just knowing that I decided to drop them I already feel less panicked.