I get that with strong energy. It can cause panic attacks in me.

Yeah... he just burst into my mind. He knew I was an empath, and he wanted to 'shut it away'. I could barely think for a few days afterward.

I hope you got him back. No one should ever do that. Ever. Gods only know the damage he could have done.

I did... And I was able to because of what he did to me. It was only after he did that to me was I suddenly able to feel the emotions of my entire school at once. I just channeled all the emotions of everyone into him. A few weeks later he moved away.

Good. A fitting response too.
I wish people would think before they act. They never consider the consequences of their actions. I think long and hard about everything I do that effects others. Even ones I don't like.

yeah... I just find it kind of Karmatic that the fact that he wanted to be the only person who could do things like that is the reason that I became so good at what I do.

It is a little ^_^
I had to be smacked down to learn the things I know now. It wasn't fun but it was worth it in the end.

I'm just glad that I don't have to deal with people like that anymore. Someone who believes that they are superior just because they are different really piss me off.

Tell me about it. I've dealt with a few people like that in my short time on this earth.

But lets switch to a less depressing topic...

True. ^_^ Urm....what pets physical or spiritual does everyone have?

I have two cats, there is a dog that lives in the same house, and I have my two spirit animals. Oh... and some fish.

Cool ^_^
I have a cat called Boo, two fish who's spirits still stick around, Lilim my spirit cat and Gisel Jenjen's spirit wolf. :)

the Dog is a full black lab... and is one of the only dogs to really tolerate me.

Awwwwww. Any idea why dogs don't seem to like you?

I'm really just grasping at straws... But I think it's because my spirit animals are a wolf, which dogs kind of fear, and a fox, which dogs hunt. And I always smell like my cats.

It's most likely the cat scent. But if you ever want to know for definite I can ask Jenjen to find out. :)

That would be really kind of cool.

I'll ask her. Brb.

Edit: She says it's because they're frightened of you. If you let them come to you and you don't make yourself too big then it'll be fine :)

I don't mean too... They just tend to act violently near me... I is afraid of them.

They can sense your feelings. Try and relax. They're not out to get you. try keeping a gate between you and them so it's a safe meeting.

I will...

Cool :)

I finished my final doll for a while. I need to get her wings but those aren't going to be easy. That and her tail.

You're making wings and a tail for her?

I will be yes. She's my biggest project yet. I don't even know where to start with the wings.

What kind of wings are you making? Feathered or leathery?

Feathered. They'll either be black or eagle. :)

Feathered wings would be hard.

Very. It's just getting them to the right scale. They can't be too big or too small and have to connect just right. I might start on her tail first.

What kind of tail is it going to be?

Kind of lizard-like but serrated underneath. Black and pointed at the tip.

That sounds kind of cool.

Thanks. Not sure what to make the tail out of. Fabric would be too puffy and I don't have the equipment to mould plastic.

That is a problem... What about metal?

Hmmm. I could see what my dad could put together. He's a metalworker :)

you'd have to be careful not to cut yourself though, if it is serrated.

I'd just get him to blunt it off or give it a paint coating. I'll have a think about it.
I'm also wondering whether to make them detachable.

Random question of the day:

How does your family react to your interest in paganism?

Edit: Oh and something fun to do if you have the time.
Seeing your true self (your spirit or soul or inner self).
Sit in front of a mirror and relax. Look at your reflection then close your eyes. With eyes closed relax or meditate and let an image come to you like the reflection did when you looked in the mirror. This should be the inner self.
If you get anything post it up. We can share ^_^

I'm glad your parents are so accepting. My mum follows a darker side of paganism and she says she doesn't mind what I follow as long as I'm careful. Though she has no idea I'm as far into my studies as I am.