-Sends telepathic waves to him-

It's not working.
He's I think helping his parents celebrate their anniversary. Which, yay, but at the same time "awww".

I doubt I'm that entertaining.

*I* like talking to you Liosh :3 I find you entertaining :p

-giggles-

Nice to see you happy Liosh :3 I'm probably just a poor substitute though xD

Not at all! You're no substitution. You're of your own equal standings. ^_^

I'm gonna see if Alex will sell me a Griffon Plushie. It looks so cute!

Yay! I didn't really think I was a substitute anyways XD It's very nice to hear it said :3

lol

I never use someone as a "substitute". Each person has their own standing.

Though my teddy fills in for sometimes when I'm lonely in bed.

I used to hug a pillow every night. Now it doesn't feel that comfy anymore, but I bet it's because of the heat :/

Could be. I find I cling and look for my Teddy more and more these days. It's like a regression on my part. A way from stress I guess.

Just hugging/cuddling helps a lot from my experience. Might be why I miss it so much myself :/

-flops on the floor-

x .x

Hi there Trakadon..if you're still conscious :3

*falls through the pillow clouds onto another stack of pillows*

Woah, Funk o.o

It's a good thing everything is soft here :3

-Snuggles onto Trak.-

^_^

Hello Liosh :3 How are you feeling tonight?

A little better. I have no way to do all the readings tomorrow and I'm absolutely tired.

You?

And I wish Trak was here.

._. Where is he

I don't know :/ I only saw a couple posts by him this evening ><

-Nods- He accidentally had some mushrooms so I know he's laying down.
=/ I still miss him.

Aww, he can't have mushrooms? I don't like eating them but at least they don't make me sick...

Thinking it's an allergic reaction to them.

-Nods.-

Certainly sounds like it ><

-Nods again.- I am mother freaking hella cold!

-is in bed-

Well at least I'm still alive... just weak and miserable > .<

Aww

You should be resting.
-Sits next to him.- ^_^

I'm about to go back to sleep actually. I just wanted to get on and tell you I'm alive mhmm

Good. Get some sleep. And I'm glad you are alive <3

Have a good night.

I'm glad you're alive Trak, and I hope you feel better soon!

Sorry guys, I may be absent for the next few days. Or week. With the flooding going on my grandma is staying up in our house and she is very stressful. I mean I'm ready to go in the river and fucking drown myself because she makes me feel like I'm worthless and a waste. And I'm ready to cry.

@___@ I should be doing homework but SHE keeps distracting me.

-Glares over laptop at grandmother who is nosing through everything.-

I wish she would freaking stop so I can do my homework. I feel violated when people go through my shit. Even relatives.

-Hugs back.-

It's okay, I'll just require extensive therapy.

My grandma doesn't respect boundaries. Its not HER damn house, it's mine. And she won't fucking leave shit alone. She's fucking up our bathroom right now. And she is constantly telling me how I'm fucking killing my mom by not fucking cleaning every damn speck of dirt. I can't stand it any longer. I'm about to punt her out the damn door.

Oh Liosh... -hugs-

I dunno how I'd be able to put up with someone like that. I sincerely hope she can go back home soon because having someone around that doesn't respect you, as well as constantly belittle you, can't be healthy one bit :x

-Hugs back.- Thanks. She called me a pig and compared me to my drunkard step-uncle because I said living with dust doesn't bother me all that much.

I texted my mom and told her if she EVER does that again, I will be ripping her a new one and that I didn't care if she was my grandma, she needs boundaries.

Yes...she does. No one has the right to treat you as such no matter what their relationship is with you. Ever.

That's how I feel about it. I love my grandma, unconditionally. But I hate who she is. She is an upright bitch.

Fuck it won't sync, and it timed out.

It's good to love the person and hate the actions. It's a lot how I feel about my roommate at times.

If I lived closer I would have offered you a place to stay, though I'm not sure how well you'd get along with my roommate. He's not like your grandma at all but he's not the easiest to deal with either.