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I have never really got the appeal of RPing. I have to hide the real me in the real world quite a bit, or I use to have to where I lived before moving to Edinburgh, and the internet is where I am able to be fully me. using the internet to be someone else would be sort of counter productive. Not saying I have anything against RPing, It's just not for me.
I have no idea if there are any good jacket-like items in the non-shop items list. But I'm sure there must be. There's such a big variety of items on here. I think a well placed scar can have the same effect and appeal as something like a tattoo or a piercing. In a way I think they're even better, as a scar is entirely you. nothing added for the effect. I have to get a bus to get there, as the pub we use is over an hours walk from here. It's actually sort of an old persons pub, so it's nice and quit and we can play our games in peace. As far as friends go, i don't exactly have any. The people I go to the pub with are all my sisters friends, and i wouldn't talk to or socialise with them outside of the pub. I really need to find a job and finally start making my own friends here. well, i would still consider the tyre the reason for the crash. The pole wasn't at fault for being in the way. Yes, the pole killed me, but it was the tyres fault. Well.. actually the pole damaged my car and the blunt force trauma and various other car crash related injuries killed me... The pole is free of any fault xD |
I can understand that, no question. It really is not for everyone, and especially not at the levels that I take it to. Honestly, even among my roleplaying friends, the ones that can remain on my level with this nonsense are few and far between.
Still, roleplaying is good for me in more than just the traditional escape from reality. It helps me keep my language expression skills up (I've got a bit of a disorder as far as that goes. Part of why I can be slow to reply to things. My skill with written language is leagues better than my verbal abilities, but I still struggle with finding even the right simple words quite often. IRL, I also have difficulties with my... uh... articulation.). Beyond this, finding patterns in the characters that I create helps me to know myself more, which is very important for me at the current stage I'm at in my life. Plus, it's hella fun. I already have a rough idea of the items I'll be shooting for. I'm going to save up another 8k or so first though and buy off the Puppet Masters that I want while they're still available. I would rather have scars than tattoos or piercings myself. Scars can be a really wonderful thing to have. Personally, I have a lot more than I would like, but I still have a few that I'm rather happy with, the one on my wrist among them. The library and park are both about forty-five minutes away from my home, in opposite directions. The grocery store is even farther. I can't even think of any bars or pubs nearby whatsoever. The only people that live near me are older folks, creeps, or, pardon the language, complete assholes. All of my 'friends' either moved away, or... well, are just gone. Aha. Yeah, it can be a bit of a gray area, depending on the circumstances. Still, the lack of sleep, or a blown tire, won't really be killing you in and of themselves. There have to be other factors involved, and if you're just at home screwing around on the computer... Well, I'd say that the risk is drastically decreased. Holy hell, these posts just keep growing! |
I am going for a shower right now, and i'm not sure if I'll be getting on afterwards.. but I will reply and carry on this conversation at some point. I'm enjoying the whole large post thing. I don't get into in depth conversations enough.
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Aha, alright. Take care for now, Ducky. I look forward to continuing with this lovely conversation... It's a welcome change from the norm around here.
-yawns- But, for now, I need a bit more rest anyway. |
//rolls in here
whoa. why the long talks D: //soooo lazy |
*plops into thread*
What's up, everyone? : ) |
//huggles ari
nothing much here just chilling c: and you? |
Same. Just listening to some post game interviews/videos that I missed yesterday night. :'3
*hugs Asami in return* <3 |
Long talk is very fun. that's why xD But I'm not going to be on long enough to get back into it just yet.
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lmao yeah but its so accusing >> thats why i wont read it XD
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Accusing? It's not...
'Sami. 'Sami, that is just hypocritical of you! -snickers- You know that you would do long talks all the time on Zanny, don't you-? You encouraged people to do it, if I recall! What's the difference here? That it doesn't have as much reward-? Don't be ridiculous, it's always been about the fun! |
buti only read it if i read it while its posted.
its too much trouble reading millions of long posts XD |
Well... -scratches nose- I don't think there was anything that you didn't already know about me in there anyway... And nothing too interesting when you just jump into it...
Bah, whatever. |
>> stuff about you in it??
//intrigued also guess what i just got the accomplishment of 100k gained by gold XD lol c: woot! |
~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~ .........<('.')>......... ~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~ God man I am sick of people =walks in and sits in corner= ~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~ .........<('.')>......... ~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~ |
Oh? I just got the 25k one... yesterday, I believe... Considering I currently have 12k, I suppose that tells you a bit about my spending. -smiles-
One moment. -looks over at Pink, a brow raised- I hope 'people' doesn't include us. Would you like some tea, or hot cocoa perhaps? |
//huggles pink
gall if oyu look at her shop youll find out >< its terrible. i want to help you out so badly pink @gall thats great //applauds though i bet most of your gold will go towards the puppet master dis |
~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~ .........<('.')>......... ~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~ Gall: I am just having one bad freaking day which sucks because I was in such a good mood because for the first time in like two weeks I slept last night with no pain!! But nooooo my sisters have to remidy my good day and make it bad Asami: =Huggles and whimpers= ~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~ .........<('.')>......... ~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~ |
//huggles pink
just take my advice and dont do it. you need food more than they need a phone >< |
... Uh huh.
This sounds like a ridiculous situation already. Let me go take a look so I can give you proper hugs. And they'd be special Gal hugs. Not everyone gets those! |
yeah its rare for gall to hug any one ;-; <3
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~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~ .........<('.')>......... ~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~ Yeah my sister dose need her phone though its her only connection to anyone. Not only that she has liver, kidney, and heart problems also a fake knee and if she needs help she needs a phone thats the only thing im thinking about right now =sighs= ~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~ .........<('.')>......... ~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~ |
yeah but its not your responsibility!
youre the younger sister. |
Are you talking about the same thing in three different threads, Pinkie? owo
Pinkie's the youngest of the family? :0 |
~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~ .........<('.')>......... ~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~ Asami: I know that...I think Ari: yeah I am. Dad 68 Mom 50 Sister 29 Sister 25 Me...21 ~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~ .........<('.')>......... ~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~ |
-shakes head- I have to agree, she really does need that connection... But going without food isn't fair, either. If it was me, I would sure as hell make sure no one else could pay before I did it, or I would make one of them get my food for me. And I sure as hell wouldn't settle for the cheapest quick meals, either. Just saying.
-offers hugs- I hope it all gets sorted. |
Since you are the youngest than just don't take care of your sisters, because if anything they should be taking care of you...not the other way around!!
Can't let them boss you around and spend your money on your siblings. Not worth it and shouldn't be happening. @Galla - Hey there~~ C: |
>< i hope you just do whats best for you.
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~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~ .........<('.')>......... ~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~ Gall: =Takes hug= Thanks dear. And I already taked to my dad about it and hes going to ty and get some money to help pay...he said he had 40 to help and I told him it was not good enough! Ari: I know sad is it not? That I am the youngest and yet I am the one paying for my older sisters things...been that way for as long as I can remember thats the sad thing about this Asami: Oh I will im not doing this with out a fight and if it means that my sisters hate me for awhile then so be it ~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~ .........<('.')>......... ~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~ |
you should hate them.
ugh.. they should be grateful for what you are doing! |
The trouble with this situation, and part of what makes it more troublesome for Pink, is the fact that it's not as simple as just saying no. That bill needs to get paid, but I believe they really need to understand that this is not alright, and will not be happening again. I fully approve of getting them to pay, most of it at the very least, but honestly? I would ask for a bit more than the full bill even. That's just me though.
And, Asami, I think you're wrong. Pink shouldn't hate them. Be upset, maybe, but hate is a line that shouldn't be crossed, even just as an exaggeration for feelings of frustration. Pink, you're clearly the only real adult there. I do hope you'll continue acting like it. |
It's pretty bad and sad. More so for your sisters, I mean think about it...for them to have to rely on their YOUNGER sister to take care of them is kind of more pitiful and embarrassing for them than if things were the other way around and you need help from them.
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>< i didnt mean like hate them. just you know be mad and junk
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~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~ .........<('.')>......... ~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~ Asami: Oh no I dont hate them I love them I just dislike shit that they do to me. Gall: Oh yes nope I have always been the adult even when I was younger which is sad but thats life yes? And I will continue being the adult just now they have to realize that they owe me bigger then past times. This isent 50 bucks here or 20 there...its 500 dollars and money I dont have to waste because two girls are having a hard time growing up. So I told my dad that I will pay for it but every scent is going to be paid back either from my sisters or my parents and within a reasonable time because I need to eat and want to know what he told me? "Oh...okay so until then you can come over here for supper"....supper...I need to eat more then once a day... ~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~ .........<('.')>......... ~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~ |
it seems as though they dont appreciate you.
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~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~ .........<('.')>......... ~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~ Ari its been this way for as long as I can remember and I am sure its going to stay that way for as long as im alive...good thing im used to it though eh? Like I was talking with my mother the other day and want to know what she told me?..."You know what...I am glad at least one of my girls has growen up" Yeah well if you would stop pampering the other 2 they may gow up as well! Asami: Nope never have and I dont think Never will but I am to kind of a person to let my family sink into the dirt when I have a chance of preventing it ~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~ .........<('.')>......... ~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~ |
//nods
i just wish they would be grateful towards you.. |
It's never a good feeling, to see such a kind person being used, let alone by their own family.
Still, it's reassuring to know that people like you are around. It makes me glad. They seem to be becoming harder to find. |
yeah i guess looking from the outside in is hard
i know if my family was in trouble i would help them no matter what.. |
~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~ .........<('.')>......... ~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~ Asami: I do what I can and the sad thing though is that I wont even get a thank you... Gall: Well thank you dear. I hate seeing anyone in trouble let alone my own family ~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~ .........<('.')>......... ~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~ |
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