Good to see you back Feyfey...

Now I look like a bug kitty :p

SERRA!!!!! How are you???

And yuppers, you look like a kitty bug...

I'll be honest Kali I think there's something wrong with me lately...I'm having a lot of the mental signs of me being sick (remembering my dreams, depressiveness) but I'm not showing much in the way of physical symptoms...

Hmmm, that's odd actually. Normally sickness of any kind also comes with at least some form of fatigue...

But I hope you get better!

Well I have been tired but only a little more than usual. I think I'm just letting depressing little things get to me.

Ohs. Have you gone to the doctor though to make sure you're not actually sick?

Can't afford to. I'm going to the free clinic Feb 2nd though.

Ohs...But it's good you are soonish. I really hope it's nothing big.

I'm really prone to psychosomatic injuries so I think it's just that, really.

Okays. As long as you're (at least mostly) okays...

I just need to stop thinking stupid things. Especially things I KNOW aren't true.

I tend to have those moments all the time, especially when it comes to a certain person(s)...

Well I think it may have been triggered by a particular person who seems to have started ignoring me. It hurts like hell so I try to ignore it, I'm too afraid to face it... :/

OHS...that's no good...Mine tend to start because I feel as though I've done something wrong to illicit a (at least to me) negative response...

If I didn't love the person who is (or seems to be) ignoring me, it probably wouldn't have hurt so much ^^; I at least have someone to spend time with during the day, but after she goes to bed...I get kinda listless.

I understand that. I was finally able to talk the boy into bedtime cuddles...