Harsh... That's a total asshole move.

yeah... i just.... sorry to bring this into the thread....

Its alright~ We all need to share our pain from time to time, always feels better to tell a friend or two.

That must have freaked him out a bit... But still that's terrible T.T

So I am kind of a nerd... I like video games and movies and stuff

He had already said that he loved me... It just takes me longer to feel comfortable enough with someone to actually say it. *curls up*

Don't worry about it, it gets better over time I went through a really...messy breakup last year and well, I haven't felt any better because I'm a complete tool but she felt better after a few months so I think maybe it's supposed to get better

*hugs Corvus* He and I are trying to stay friends.... but it is so hard!!

Gah... I hate that lets be friends line >.> because there is no going back, ever

Yes but we already tried to break up once with us not talking.... and i was having horrible separation anxiety to the point where i was having panic attacks.... and that's why we got back together.... it's just horrible.

my ex just moved on completely happy while I was devastated which just made it worse

Yeah.... we both still love each other, but he just wanted to get away from the relationship for a while....

well I hope things work out for you, at least someone will make it

I just feel like I never even deserved it... so him breaking up with me just like confirmed that....

That's defeatist, think in more self-centered lines like what I try to do. You didn't lose them they lost you, of course for me its total BS but it helps me sleep at night

I have never had good self esteem so I never feel like I deserve anything.... I try to make things good for everyone else, no matter what it does to me.