I am glad you came out of lurking then. C:
Two acqauntices were discuissing here on Mene and I asked what it was and then I saw how awesome were the bases on front page, debated for two days if to send beta email or not, then did and here I am. x3

Actually...I think I saw the site before I knew there was a forum and I think I apply myself to become a beta tester and later knew Miss Rush (Pregnant Pickles) when she joined Kinsaki. Yup that was it. I knew about it through Celainia. *bad memory*

My art I made for you look like she is going to fall to the left or something. XD

Nah, it doesn't look like that and even if I/she does, then my cloud will catch me. x3

You really are here for long time. o: That's so cool.

I just don't post because I was on too many other site and since they're already open I was trying to catch up with them and recently I lost interest in all the avatar sites and especially when it come down to posting. I lost hopes in everything this year.

Awh. D: Did something happen or you just lost interest in them? >: I know lot of things pushed me away from the other avvie site I spent a lot of time on, I still haven't quit, but I don't feel so attached to it anymore and barely go there now.

Actually, I lost hopes in everything not just avatar sites. I don't want to talk about it though because it will just remind me again and make me feel even worse, but it is something totally horrifying. T.T I use to be hyper and happy all the time but not this year, bad stuff happen to me too much.

Oh, I am very sorry to hear that, Panda. >: -hugs- I won't pester you about it if you don't want to talk about it, though, sometimes keeping it all in for forever ends up worse in the long run. since it grows bigger and bigger as a pain bubble.
I hope that whatever it is, you can eventually overcome it. I have gone trough plenty of bad things my self and I can't say I have completely shaken them off even after few years, but I am stronger now and unless one of those depression times come (and now it's just around the corner.... -sinks in floor when thinks about new school-) I can live on somewhat and not let it bother me every day.

It might sound cruel, but hopefully, whatever it is, it won't always remain as a fresh, bleeding wound and scar eventually and just ache every now and then. I know memories don't ever fully disappear. ._.

It will only come closer each day what I'm fearing. I'm talking about dying. That thing shock me!

I... I don't really fear death. What I fear is lot of pain before that, pain in general. I have been close to death and for me, that was just sinking deeper and deeper in sleep, getting freed from all the physical suffering I was going trough at that time and that returned when I woke up.
What makes me the saddest is the thought that most of my friends, since they are in Internet, would never find out what happened, I would just disappear on them. Which is one of the reasons why I worry about friends who disappear randomly. Sometimes things happen so unexpectedly...
I kind of don't think person ends with death. I can't say I believe in Heaven or Hell, but I believe that person just ends there and then when their heart stops beating. So, I suppose the knowledge how sad would be my few close people when parting with me, and that I wouldn't be able to be with them for a long time, is the thing that makes me the saddest when I think about moment I will depart from this world.

Why everyone closing their art shop? O.o

Duchess is on vacation, kind of, so away from trisphee, after that her school starts and DarkWolfrin has his shop's slots full - he is not taking more than 3 at a time so he doesn't get drowned.

Because I am just like that.... XD

Username :: Sadrain
Avatar or Picture :: http://i34.tinypic.com/23sfymd.jpg and http://i36.tinypic.com/fwk9li.jpg
Style You're Ordering :: Chibis
Payment Amount :: 3000 aurum, more if you want to
Details & Comments :: Could you draw those avvies together, please? Pretty please? x3

Sure thing and I will try to animate it with some cloud and such.

Rainy! You didn't have to do that! o.o

Thank you, panda! :3

Ooo, that makes me all curious as to what it will look like, Panda, and thank you for agreeing. C:

I will see if I can start on it today.

There is no general rush, so don't worry. x3

*update* Real life issue and problems...sorry if I seem stuck up lately. D;

Ahhh, I hope stuff sorts for you soon. >: I misses you! -hugs- Hope it's nothing too severe. ;3;

Thank you so much Rainy. You're so sweet at heart.

Fantastic Chibi art. I'll definitely order one when I have the proper avatar.

http://i36.tinypic.com/2q90395.jpg

@Sadrain -I'm a huge sucker for chibi art. But with the preview thing not working correctly with me just yet I'm going to hold off ordering. For now I'm playing guess how it looks with my avatars. XD

Lancelot, well, thank you very much for the compliment. :D

Rainy, it is the truth.
I have some bamboo left, no need to get some more right now. XD

http://i36.tinypic.com/2q90395.jpg

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v7.../Forumset1.gif

Super cute! I just saw your artshop a bit ago on Chloria too! =D

*poke Rainy*

Lancelot, yup, I made an art shop there and never go back.
No one posted in my art shop so I just left.

http://i36.tinypic.com/2q90395.jpg

Yay! *dance*

That mean this thread will never die.

http://i36.tinypic.com/2q90395.jpg

I will try to come and post in here. :D

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v7.../Forumset1.gif

I have only been on Chloria one day and while the avatars are awesome the forum is deaaad! D= so sad. I don't blame you for not going back. xD

http://i36.tinypic.com/2q90395.jpg

I'm doing sketches now. :D Instead of color one because I'm busy.

Username :: AceValkyrie
Avatar or Picture :: Current Avatar (won't be changed)
Style You're Ordering :: Chibi
Payment Amount :: 2,000k aurum
Details & Comments :: Can you make her seem as though she is floating holding a star between her hands? with Anka phoenix flying behind her? Sort of like this :http://tinyurl.com/2e5hlfc . and thank you (: Please take your time (:

haha woot woot~ XD

To tell you the truth, I never really into coloring ever. I do sketch a lot in real life since I was very little and I guess that's why my sketch are better without coloring. XD

Sadrain, do you mind if I draw you in sketch instead? You can subtract your offers. <3 <3 <3

Ace, I will start on your in a bit. ^ ^ Have to go because of shared computer.