@Mis well we are still real X3 we just live far away im sure if we could most of us would come visit you =3 and im sure you are beautiful and there is always someone out there who will love you =3 *huggles and gives teddy bear* i wouldnt want to see you get hurt =(

Sweetie, I don't care if you're the world's most hated person. Shortening your own life will not benefit anyone. There is a reason you are alive today. Live. Live your life. All of it. Please. I care too much. We all care. You will find friends and a lover who will love you and take care of you. Of course no one will ever replace your mother, and I'm sure no one can. But if you were to do it, you would be taking away any chances of this happening. You will find happiness. In living. Not in death. Not ever in death.

Beauty has nothing to do with falling in love. Too many people look solely for beauty, and that's not real love. Real love is loving the person, not their looks.

And a deft silence fills the brothel.

So this quote somehow popped into my mind.

"The mind is its own place, and in itself, can make heaven of Hell, and a hell of Heaven."

I'm not saying it applies here, but, really, Misi. Everyone has their own something that makes you happy. Don't think about it right now, when you're flooded with dark and sad thoughts, or you're not going to find anything.

And, heck, I can bet you're not ugly. You may think otherwise of yourself; I think that of myself, too, but I have a friend who openly tells other people that I'm not exactly pretty or tall. She's still my best friend, even though we've been apart for three years. Beauty isn't something that only exists on the outside; if it was, then wouldn't the best people in the world be extremely pretty?

To be honest, I can't. No one can be. But if you give up now, of course you'll never find happiness. And you would only have yourself to blame for not even giving yourself a chance. I am begging you not to do this. Nothing good can come of it and I know not one person's life will benefit.

I wish I knew you the real you. I really do. Even if you say you aren't beautiful on the outside, you really seem like a good person. I can't even imagine anyone not wanting to get to know you. I would love to get to know you. All you have to do is give me a chance. <3

Dude...We should have a Trisphee get-together!

Wait. That's not possible. Can't have people flying from halfway around the world, and no way am I paying (or rich enough to pay) for the plane ride x)X

My friend who just asked me out a few days ago isn't all that great-looking o.O And I'm sure he doesn't like me based on looks, or he'd have a skewed sense of beauty...

What makes us both like each other is that sense of synchronization, and personalities. If everyone based everything on looks, lots of people would hate the crap out of me.

Not going to comment on my looks. thats for other people that see me to do.

So you're a bigger girl. You saying weight makes you unattractive?

To the media; Yes.
To reality; Get out. Seriously. You're as beautiful as you portray yourself. You Aren't unattractive, you simply lack the self confidence to believe you are.

So you weigh more than poofy-lipped stick figures that are considered beautiful in today's world. Seriously not a big deal. I'm in love with someone who's 300-ish lbs. I have been for over 4 years. Weight has nothing to do with love. Skinny people are just as good lovers as overweight people. They are just as fun to be around. Don't let anyone tell you that you can't be in love because of your weight. <3

Honestly, I would date you. Really. I would.

Uh....what's wrong with being overweight? True love is blind. Cliche, but true.

I've just realized. You look a lot like one of my besties, who I luffles a lot.

The more I think about what you say, the more I really want to organize a Trisphee family gathering somewhere in real life. And what's the different between over the internet and irl? I see none.

-prances in- Mis is beautiful. -nods an walks out- <3

Hey, that's a good thing, right? Riiiiiiight? Cuz that means if people don't think they're ugly, they're not bound to think you're ugly anytime soon :D

Augh. Me and my slightly screwy logic. I think I should go to bed.

...Correction. Because my monitor doesn't look like a flat screen anymore, and seems to be losing its color, I think I should go to sleep. Panda eyes.

Because we're all sure that we'll never meet whoever is on the other side, and hence aren't afraid to express ourselves and speak the truth.

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There's you a place Mis. I liked it today myself.
I think you are a very beautiful person inside and out. An there are people out there that can help you feel better of yourself too. We are everywhere. An you already know I met my Chris online in gaia. xD

I've heard it said that everyone is more beautiful in person than in a picture. If we all think that a picture of you is beautiful, then there must be someone that will think you are beautiful when they see the real you.

This too ^

I did say something about my not being able to make people cheer up.

Arrrrgh. I'm useless when it comes to these things /shotshotshot

But I can tell you one thing before my brain completely shuts down and I have to sleep. Honestly, when I saw the two pics that you posted, I smiled, not in derision, but in wishing that I could meet you in real life. I'm completely honest. I know a lot of people who would.

And we all have our own problems; don't let them eat you up. You're not the only person whose life, or at least a part of it, has been a shithole at some point in time.

View your life from a different perspective. You still have many, many more years to go, if you don't hurt yourself now. What can you do with all these years? A lot. And by accomplishing a lot, you'll be able to make people see that you are, in fact, worth befriending, that looks aren't everything, that no one is doomed to be a failure.

I am, in fact, crying as I type this, but don't let that bother you; one of my faults in beings overly emotional. I have to learn to deal with it and continue on. I'm only seventeen; I've got many things to do before I die, and I don't want to die without accomplishing them.

Well Jay just needs a push. I push Chris a lot when he is not in a talkative mood.

-raises hand- Me.

Want me to find out for ya? I know I could get him talking when he's online. -nods- You know I'd try my best to help you both out. After all I luv ya both an you both have been great friends since I met you both. Jay being a friend since 04 that is. xD

Want me to try an find out for you hun? If not find out push him into the direction of talking to you about it? I know he can be very quiet and stubborn at times.