why asami?
Whats wrong?

hiya Kali ^^

Just my parents again
I hate this.. I want to break down and cry but id get yelled at for that so I cant..

Asami needs a place to get away to for a little while. (I used to use my closet)

Hiya Mizzy! (is back from dinner and stuffs)

I have no place...
I have to ask to do anything...

That's really horrid. Just remember, that if you need to talk, I'm a PM away...

I hate that im not even allowed to get my hair cut the way that makes ME happy

WOW really? How much longer do you have stuck there again?

Like a year or so
Idk
I feel so unattractive with long bangs. I want them short but my moms definition of bangs is different from mine.

She takes the smallest ammount of hair from my hairline and cuts it. Just a small little line that looks retarded. I think bangs are more like this xxx
And thats how i had/want my hair like.
I miss looking into the mirror and liking my hair. I hate it now its too long and does weird things. Its just gross. It makes me unattractive in my eyes because hair is really important to me... idk i hate this

Well, if you were anything like my sister, you would have already cut them...Mind you, you could always just cut them a little at a time and see if your mom actually notices...

I used to do that but my mom freaks out.

//sigh
now they tell me that I'm not going to live here for free much longer and that I do nothing.. I should do more chores because that's my 'rent' when they never asked my brothers to pay rent until now and they asked him only because hes like 26. How is that fair? I don't mind doing it but when they just ask him to pay rent when hes that old and tell me I have to as well when I'm way younger doesn't seem too fair to me. They never asked K before he moved out and he moved out at 20. They don't ask S to either and hes a year older than I am

That's ridiculous...Just a little longer though Asami...then you can be rid of them...

-hugs asami-

they wont like me getting married and moving out

Haha oh God my mom just said something really ironic
"When you make a mess clean it your goddamn self" Oe something like that
its funny because she doesn't clean any of her messes. Ever.

//hugs lost


Idk I am spiralling down depression once more. I hate being treated like this yet I cant do anything about it because "I am not on their level. I am below them"

-clings to asami-

Once you're out their opinion has no meaning...

//pets lost

I'm so jealous of all those people who have nice moms who love them... or even not so nice moms who love them.... my mom hates me and doesn't even make it a secret.
I think my dad knows I despise my mom

Last night she went to stay with my gma and I said "whoooo! Now that moms gone we can actually have fun for once!"
And he said "you really despise her don't you "
I didn't say anything but I am sure he wasn't joking

I know how you feel... My mother isn't much different...

Its just aweful

You know I think id be able to take it if she actually did stuff but nope. She never does shit.

It'll be okay in the end...I promise...

I hope so.. because I'm about to break.
My family is so fucking weird.

Once you're out, things may not get easier, but they should get a little better for you and your self-confidence...

I really do hope so
I know mikes parents said once we are married we can live with the. Until we are able to afford the house

That is really great actually! That means you can get out as soon as you're married...

I know but I cant get married until a year because of a few reasons @-@

Btw sorry for disappearing I had to do more cleaning

That's understandable, on both counts...

Yeah ^^ thanks for understanding

I asked R, my eldest brother, if I could watch a few more episodes of Another. So I might be away for a bit while I watch it o.o

Its pretty creepy yet awesome. Have you seen it? It came out pretty recently and is a big hit. O.o a lot of my friends told me to watch it... so I am

Whst is another about ?

I have not...but it sounds like you'll have fun with it.

I get to finish an interior design exam...and then both my summer classes will be over!!!

Its an anime about this school... I don't want to ruin it because If I even tell you a bit I ruin a lot of the story.

But I gotta say its creepy yet FANTASTIC. I adore it.
If you watch it DONT READ ANYTHING ABOUT IT.

Any bit of info ruins it. Trust me!!


@Kali woot!! That's awesome!!

Lols, I may have to watch it, but Idk.

Yuppers. I'm excited to get this class over with!!!

Its so worth it... so many things that are epic... @-@

Lols. I might, how many episodes are there?

yea ill check it out im finishing downloading a show right now too xD

@.@

I'm losing my mind

why is that ?

trades won't work
T.T

Awww...Poor Asami...

Trades are kind of evil at the moment...

Oh God... that death scene.. ;-; oh God why?

-stabs site-

I: I wonder what's wrong with it