So you're saying that you don't want to be with him? Or for something like trying to find a new husband and have your ex-husband still linger around?

No.. I mean how can I heal and what not if he is still around?
Him and I in a very weird way are made for each other.. I don't want to lose him..

Time heals and helps. Maybe it doesn't feel like that now because it might be in the climax of things.

Ya.. I just want to feel loved again..

I think it will. Just hang in there 83

-sits and cries a lil bit-

*hugs Pocket* QAQ

**hugs Pocket too**
That's rough...I'm sorry you have to go through that. :C

Lucid..if you give your soul to Pocket, she will feel your love ;u;

So we were going to separate but then he was like I don't want to unless its comes down to it..

I flat out told him I wasn't going to to this back and forth crap.. Its not fair on him or I to do that. He wanted to know my honest opinion and I told him. Then his mom came over and then he changed his mind..

GAH!!!!

He whimped out rofl xD

He sounds like he's afraid of being the one who delivers, and he's afraid of his mom's opinion for sure. He needs le spine xP

*gives Pocket all the biggest hugs*

*huggles tons and tons* Im always here for you dear.

Kami's right. He sounds totally scared. He needs to grow up and accept responsibility. =/

So far the only "new" thing... him sending me texts while I'm at work saying 'I love you baby' or 'hows your day' stuff like that...

-hits head on desk-

Hello Pocket. :]
*noms on your braen jacket wings*