(For the record, it's such a RELIEF to be able to talk to someone about this without having to prove my sanity or without having to toss out a disclaimer.)

Oh damn you got the right person cause I believe all sorts of crazy shit.
Did you subscribe to my channel? It says I have a subscriber.

sadly i am boring XD i have no interesting stories to relate

You are not boring <3
I like you just the way you are cho.
How have you been?

That would be me, yes. I'm interested in all of that, but I hesitate to say I believe in it because I still have to deal with the real world and real people, if that makes sense.

I strongly identify with fairies. Or this concept of them people made up. You know, nature-loving, playful, kind yet mischievous, curious.

Do you have a fire set up in your yard, by the way? There's a bright light in all of your videos... Also, your yard or garden is beautiful.

It is an interesting topic, they are quite mischevous, I believe.

Unfortunately I have to go out now. I wanted to talk so much about your beliefs and mine Lav.

No that bright light is an energy source of some kind, in the daytime there is NOTHING there. No lights at all.

Well, we can talk more about it later. I don't think either you, Trisphee or myself are going anywhere.

awwww<3 you are sweet~ but if you saw how icky i was toda you'd retract that statement X'''D

i assume fay means postregency-era british fairies, correct?

I got the name from Morgan le Fay, but definitely because it means fairy. Hm.. I don't know which era the spelling is from.

no, i mean your concept of fairies and what they are like. i sounds postregency since previctorian fairies were not kind, playful, nature-loving or tolerant of humans to any real degree XD

Oh, that's a different topic. Well, before the Victorian Era people were afraid of everything out of not understanding. Also, certain mythical beings got heavily romanticised and sexualised throughout the romanticism period. Though the core, traditional image of a fairy is that of a prankster at best or a child eater at worst.

uuum. ok maybe we should talk about something else XD for a few years i was hardcore into researching the fae in their incarnations so i dont think this is a good topic for us to talk about


how are you doing today? i like your avi

Why? Because I'm a gigantic nerd?

I'm... doing fine, actually. Today's Christmas Eve for the Orthodox Church, so that meant more presents. Thank you. I like your... background? Reminds me of Russian fairy (oops, that word again) tales. Should I mention I'm watching Fairy Tail?

no, we just have different understandings of the term and i can get pretty obnoxious

i did not know that, good job on extra gifts XD

thanks, i wanted something less silly than the octocactus eating strawberries XD

i've heard of it but the art style is not my bag XD

I can handle the art style, though it's reminding me of One Piece, which I'm so not a fan of.

What gets me is that it's trying to have a serious plot and be all Game of Thrones, with a heavy dose of gags, jokes, exaggerated reactions... Pick a lane, and stick to it. Mostly. It's also reminding me of Guild Wars 2 and how I couldn't find a guild there.

so very 2000's? X''D i really liked the manga for one piece but could not get into the anime, hahaha

never played any of the guild wars series. can it be played solo or is joining with others the only way to do it?

I just think that if you're a clown, you can't also be an accountant. Or rather, you can, but just don't have a red nose when you're doing my taxes. If that makes sense...

You can mostly solo it, there are tons of events and things you can wander into alone, find people and participate. In the first game, there's very little content you need a team for, a bit more of it in the sequel. I've been playing alone for 2 years, trying to find that damned guild to belong to. I've been in guilds that were all about a couple's marital disputes, one where a woman with 5 husbands treated it like her household (not judging, but I was co-leader, and she brought in all her men and.. eh, long story), one that mostly looked like a cult, then a ton of self-serving guilds and a ton of drama guilds.

uuuumm... well i am sure it makes sense to some but to me as long as you are capable at both and understand where and when is the best time to blend the two and when isn't the time then it's totally alright


have you considered starting your own to find people who have the same outlook you do?

That's what I meant. Yes.

I have, and it was going well for a while. I had a group of friends, and then they all stopped playing. Yay, me. Now the game is 4 years old, so there's almost no point starting a new guild when there's an army of them with everything already gained and levelled. My pet peeve are self-serving guilds. They promise you all these things; they'll take you on raids, give you advice, then they forget about you, but as soon as you don't represent, one of them decides to whisper you about it. Ooh, I told off someone a few days ago over that.

Is that Fairy Tail? or Fairy Tale, a movie that I absolutely love.
If you haven't seen Fairy Tale it is a must watch...although it is purely fantasy :(

(I collect books about fairies)

This is my favorite Fairy book

About GW2 --- I'm in the Trisphee people's guild! . . . Not that I ever remember to play >.> I didn't have anyone to play with before that though.

And on Fairy Tail, I liked it at first but over half the episodes are recaps and intro and ending credits >>; You only get like 10 minutes of new stuff an episode.

I should check that Fairy Tail out.

There's a Trisphee Guild on GW2? :o

oh man really a gw2 guild!!! my laptop crashed and i lost my gw2 D; but i really love this game! i started years ago with gw1 and totally fell in love!!

sounds like the original yugioh only replace the intro with people looking quite serious at each other and screaming X''D

i just watched the first season of yugioh
it just get worst from season to season

There's a Trisphee GW2 guild? I'm interested in joining if it's as nice as the actual site.

You know, Moonshadow, for a long while, I've been looking for a fairy teacup on Ebay.

@Lav fairy teacup?
it would seem that it wouldn't be that hard to find.
Here are some on eBay

But shipping might be hard because you are on in the USA

I'm so picky, but also almost always broke. Lately, I've also been stocking up on... I'll shut up now. Look, a fairy!

@ Lav hahaha
what are you stocking up on now, I'm so curious.
They have some pretty cups.

Make-up, because that's pretty involved with what I want to pursue this year.

Very cool! Can only mean one thing :)

I never wear makeup.

I need coffee.

I wear it almost daily, but in my home.. My mother's used to my shenanigans, but I live in the freaking Balkans. I got away with long, painted nails, and that may be the extent of people's tolerance.

@Lav I'm sorry about that.
Here the acceptance of that is much better I am sure.
This summer I went to see Priscilla Queen of the Desert (the play) in Ogunquit, Maine! One of my favorite movies is Kinky Boots. And I have a friend that does shows in full dress/makeup.

That sounds amazing. To be perfectly honest, it's not the general public's fault, our LGBT+ community is shamelessly lazy. On the national site, it was kind of... nasty. You get a ton of F boys and people throwing those ugly slurs at each other "as a joke." Whatever, though, I'll just make my own path.

I think we should all make our own paths regardless of sexual orientation.
I'm straight, but I am weird. I believe lots of weird shit, and am very sensitive to energy and vibration. We all have things within us that makes others who are fearful, and angry to judge.

When someone starts saying something about my life I always say: why you judging me? I don't judge you.

They are stunned! and just quit it.

Unfortunately most of my friends drink too much as a result they get stupid, i hang around with drunks and idiots, not to be mean but that is what they become after a few beers/wine. That is why I stopped drinking when I go out so I can stay tuned in.

By now, you should know that my orientation is merely the tip of the iceberg of how weird I am. Honestly, to me "weird" means you allowed yourself to be yourself and act upon what feels authentic and genuine. There's.. uh.. a lot more freedom to be yourself than there used to be. One small example from the make-up world; I can now easily find black and purple lipstick at any store.

I'll end this with.. Dear hell, I haven't been out in centuries.

Well, the world does not understand people that are "abnormal" it means that they just don't get it. We are aware and awake, they are not, they still believe the same old concepts which are lies told to us from time immemorial to enslave us. (Main one being religion).

I'm having some friends over to watch American football (that is considered weird here a female who loves football and acting has people over to watch it) in about half hour so I need to leave.

You are awesome, it is so nice getting to know you and talking to you <3