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But how do you know she forgave me? How do you know she didn't hate me for abandoning her in the time she REALLY needed me? I was so horrible to her Lan... My mom didn't deserve me to be like that. How can I ever forgive my self? How can I live with myself? |
I believe she did for the same reason I feel she watches over you still.
An you can only receive forgiveness if you forgive yourself first. I don't know these things for sure but no one ever told me them either and I just feel it's what happened an how it has to be. |
I don't know... It just hurts Lan. I know I hurt her. And I can't forgive myself. I wish I could. I really want to. But I just can't... |
You can but it may take some time.
An I'll be here to talk to, ok? -huggles- |
-Nods and snuggles.- Thanks Lan... I just can't deal anymore, it seems... |
Anytime Mis, we all need to talk at times.
An a friend is suppose to be there for the other. -nods- |
I'm really glad I have a friend like you. It's nice to talk to someone and not worry what they think. |
Well you have that in me. ^_^
I won't judge you when I could be easily judged myself. |
-Purrs.- I love you Lan. >w< You're kind of like a mom to me in your own way. It's nice to have someone to rant to. <3 |
Aww...I love you to Mis. You have become one of my best friends in such a short time. That doesn't happen much for me.
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I'm glad I'm so special. x3 <3 It really makes me feel welcome. |
Aww...but you have been welcome for a while.
An it's one reason I went searching Jay's comments like I did. xD |
Yeah, he told me like an hour ago brb cause he was gonna get food. I know he's there but he hasn't said anything to tell me he's back. And I always start the convos and force them to stay alive. I don't know, I wish I knew what was going on in his head... ._. |
So do I...seems like he has been in gaia but I do know him an that girl talk over msn as well.
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I know that too... I don't know what to do Lan... I've asked him about it but he tells me she has a bf. Her profile says she's single... ._.;; |
Have you asked him why it says she is single if she is with someone?
Wow, this is messed up between them both. |
No I haven't... I feel too bad to bother. I don't want him to be frustrated about my suspicions. ._.;; |
Aww...I am sorry hun.
Maybe things will change so you know something about the issue soon. |
Maybe... But I don't wanna be hurt like that again Lan. D: I'm scared... ; w; |
I know how you feel hun. -huggles-
An trust me he hurts you like that an he's not a friend of mine either. |
I just wish I knew what to do Lan. D: I really don't know if I should talk to him about it or not. |
Well I think you need to talk to him about it.
An he needs to know it's from being hurt in the past that makes things bother you more. Sorry I left, had to restart my lappy. |
But I have told him that. He usually reacts irrationally and gets mad. 'Cause he thinks I don't trust him and stuff. D: |
Have you told him that although you trust him it's the females you don't trust.
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Yep... That didn't seem to help things either. :< |
Wow...I wonder what is up with him as well.
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I don't know. But it's worrisome. D< |
Yeah I can agree that it is. Maybe we can discover what is up between us both.
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Maybe. D: Go all ninja-spy on him. Like now. He's on Gaia but he's not on msn. D< |
Yeah stalk his ass until you are certain all is ok. ^_^
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Well he's on msn now but yeah. I dunno, I just have no idea how to confront him. ._. |
Has she been online while he was online? Wish you had her on msn as well.
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I don't have her on msn, no, so I have no idea. :/ I'd assume so though. They participate in a lot of vend dumps together. But he fails to invite me to them... |
That is odd. Why does he do so much with one who is not his girlfriend.
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I don't know. D: It really annoys me... But I'm too meek to say or do anything about it. For fear of losing him... |
I know it bothers you hun.
He still needs his ass kicked though. |
Yeah he does. -Curls up in a corner.- I dun wanna lose hiiiim. TwT |
-pets- I know hun.
Maybe he will come around to changing his attitude. |
I really hope so. I can't take much more of this. .w.;;; |
I know hun but if he doesn't what will you do?
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