Yeah, I'm over 18 or I wouldn't be having this issue...

I'm... just so nervous about calling. I really don't think I can work my schedule and not have some sort of freak-out but I am just... afraid of calling and saying that I can't...

Azy - If you can't handle it, you HAVE to call and tell him that. You can't let him think that you're a doormat!

;-; I know. I'm such a... people-pleaser, though. (oddly since I really don't much like people in general). I... I know I need to call just, ugh.

My mom bothers me. I was trying to talk to her about it and she's like, talking about how much /she/ works and such. And I'm thinking that she's A) used to it and B ) can get her 'homework' done during work considering she's a teacher and all...

You know, I'm kinda like that too xD

So yeah. I know I need to call but I'm really afraid to. Granted I kinda have a reason that I have an essay to work on...

Well, he needs to know that you're in school and you can't work that many hours >.<

I know @_@' I know... ~sigh~ It's just frustrating since they hired me knowing I wanted to work around 20 hours a week.

Yeah... Well it seems you'll need to confirm that again.

Clearly.

ugh I'm afraid to call and I don't know why I'm so terrified to... x.x' I mean rationally I know I shouldn't be but I hate talking on the phone as it is, but I hate any sort of confrontation...

Yeah... I really know what you mean. Sometimes, someone has to hand me a phone and stand there with me.

But also when I'm nervous or stressed it's very hard for me to keep my voice even (like, I seriously just cry) so that's also why I'm afraid of calling. Seriously, you don't want to cry on the phone with your manager...

Granted I'm pretty sure that'd get me less hours. XD Probably too few, though.

Unless your manager is a girl, cause then she'll usually be nicer about it. xD

/Is about to put up an 'announcement' of sorts.

She's a girl. Except I'm kinda afraid of her...

I'm pretty sure if it was the male assistant manager I'd have had a better chance. heh.

Also don't think I'd be able to face them if I did start crying. >3<

*runs in then abruptly stops*
I am whom,they say, is evil!

*hugs Azy*

Rawr, I called x.x' I still have to work this Sunday which sucks CAUSE I'M OPEN TO CLOSE, ugh. but... they took me off next saturday so I'm working four days this week and just like, five hours more than I expected...

And I still need to talk to my manager about what I can and can't do, so I guess I'll take Vaid's advice and write it all out for her. I guess they misunderstood when I said I could work weekends. I said I could work weekends OR weeks. But not both. I can't work a lot during the week and do the weekends...

Well, at least you got something taken off for now.

-flops in!-

Yeah. I wish it was sunday because I work three days in a row, but then I have at least Friday and Saturday off for sure. And HOPEFULLY next Sunday.

I do feel much less stressed, though >3<'

*pokes Rainy*

I didn't got a call today... so we'll see tomorrow.
If I can't have him call or he's not there on Sunday, I will go Monday around 8h by my own :p.

-pokes back merrily- ^^

*explodes*

On the bright side, when I work this sunday, my manager on Duty is the male assistant manager who's much nicer to me. >3<'

Well that's good to hear then. ^^

Alex,
Not again! *opens his umbrella just in time*

Wow. Ghost pokes are impressive indeed! -gathers Alexander back, humming-

Yeah, definitely a bright side I suppose.

Oh I totally need to call my friend, we're supposed to hang out tomorrow.

*pulls self back together again*

-glad explosion wasn't bad enough for her help to be needed-
-rolls about her cloud-

We're all good now.

yay. I am seeing my friend tomorrow. Haven't seen her since June. And she's moving this month ;-;

I get to see her new step-daddy too, I guess. And... her sister that I haven't seen in AGES.

*sat on some fresh grass*

-hums and plays with her clouds-

Why am I failing at writing this???
*headdesk*

Aw, why do you think you're failing? D: it's just not writing at all or you don't like what comes out?

*rubs Alex's neck* You can do this!

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