Eh, Espy's been having really disturbing dreams lately D:
Not like, inappropriate-disturbing, but creepy-scary-dark-disturbing. Maybe she's been playing too many computer games......

I haven't had a real happy dream since elementary school. =P

o____o I just noticed the sudden amount of shards that's staring at me.. I swear I only had like 20.
@A@;;

But anyway. >A>
I'll either remember almost everything about my dreams, or nothing at all. xD
It usually starts with like.. something with my family, and they get ticked off at me for stuff like talking, or some ridiculous thing like that, and then I leave and go somewhere strange. xD
Or the latest one.. this woman that was apparently my step-aunt or something ( she doesn't exist in real life; she was just related to me in my dream. o__O ) hated the crap out of me, and some storm came and broke her arm, and apparently triggered some growth hormone, and she grew like 80 feet tall, so Dean Winchester from Supernatural used his car to fix her arm, and I had to distract her ghost from seeing what happened. xDD

Wha......t. Espy just got confuddled.

Espy's dreams often involve....er....let's seeee.
Drive-by shootings, prison, torture, killing people/getting killed, getting shot at, blackmarketeering, guns, friends dying, getting hurt, pain, struggling to survive, fighting.

...

Espy swears she's okay and doesn't need a psychiatrist! She isn't a masochist/sadist either!

I like my dreams. I only remember a couple nightmares I've had, but not in detail, really. But no matter what they are, they're.. crazy. xD

Ah....Espy remembers most of her nightmares.
...
And if Espy doesn't stop referring to herself in the third-person, she'll punch herself.

._. I'm... tired. I'm going to get my last few shards I guess and maybe lay down. I don't know why I'm so sleepy, but I know if I go to sleep early I'm going to be up ridiculously early at an ungodly hour... =P

Ara....What time is it over where you're at, Azrael?

9:30

12:35am here. = v =;;

I kinda wish it was here so that I wouldn't feel bad going to sleep. LoL

xD I sleep whenever I'm tired.. which tends to travel around the clock.
+can't find a job, graduated highschool a year and a half ago, etc etc+
>A> Therefore I'm just kind of... taking up space. xD

no college? ._.

In highschool --->

Can't afford college. :x
So no college. OTL

bah that sucks x.x' that really sucks...

And I'm in my first year of college.