Just going to say this now
THERE IS
NEVER
ENOUGH
BALLOONS

leave me cow alloooonnneeeeee

xD Agreed with sPARX!!! The more the better!!!
/looks greedily at the cow

I have returned to haunt glitch!

My balloons sadly left me and became stars, I am now trying to summon them back...

Hey guys... do you mind if I'm open and honest with you? It will be some pretty heavy stuff :-/

yeah sure, go ahead. o.o

Yeah what's up monbon?

Everything I just typed up disappeared because I accidentally clicked outside of the text box and hit the backspace button on my keyboard :')

-dies on the inside for you-
That is terrible oh no D:
That really pisses me off when I do that too....

I guess I'll just tell you the tldr version...
My best friend of 8 years and old roommate attempted suicide on August 29th and told everyone it was because of me.

This was stressful for me and I ended up not eating since then until I ended up in an emergency room on September 20th.

D:
That's all terrible! I'm so sorry that happened to you!
Are you doing ok right now?

Well, my mom drove up from Texas and is staying with me until Wednesday. I have to start seeing a counselor. I have to send my friends pictures of my meals so they know I'm eating.

I still have a lot of negative feelings and don't really want to sustain myself, but I don't really get that choice.

Well quite a few of us do like having you around...
I will say I am glad you have friends that care enough to want you to do that though. Seeing a counselor will help you deal with the negative feelings too, usually.
That is more then sucky, its terrible this happened to you =(

Thanks :)

I... am trying. It's been incredibly hard to admit there is a problem or that I need help fixing it.

It's hard but as they say it is the first step. god I hate those words XD
And your tries are worth every one =3
It will be nice down the road when it is something to look back upon instead of living it currently.... Until then it's just each day as it comes along <3
I do hope you continue getting better (and your friend(?) for that matter, but you matter more to me) and things can get resolved in a peaceful manner =(

God I got stuck with trisphee server maintenance on my screen so I couldn't reply or anything lol XD Just wait until apparently they were done >.>
I know it happens every night it's just some nights I'll be on and booop can't reply for a while, because magically it's midnight XD but it is a great way to remind yourself actually how late it is....

Personally, from my own experiences, when people say things like that it is to deliberately hurt you, and pass blame off of themselves. It is a horrible thing to do and you should know it isn't your fault. Let me know what I can do for you ok? :3 I don't have a job right now so I am always around ^_^

Yeah, your roommate might've been in a dark place but it's never cool to blame it on someone else, it's.. toxic. And I know I'd overthink every little thing I've ever done to see what could've caused :( even though that leads nowhere. I've had problems with roommates before, but staying apart and taking care of my issues was much better for myself than blaming her.

Thanks guys <3

It's never a problem you lil cinnamonbon =3

Cinnamonbon xD that's a fantastic nickname I love it <3

Well you are so sweet XD
<3
Glad you like it though.
Have things been slightly progressing towards being better?

Guess whose having a daughter!

It is a GIRL!!! *squeals* I am so happy for you! No pick a theme, or colors!

congrats Glitch!

i have two daughters. XD

My christmas list got exponentially bigger today thanks to you glitch XD
So excited =D She's going to be so adorable XD

Her name is Winter
Theme is Rilakkumma <3 or teddy bears for people who have no idea what i mean

Congratulations!!!
also I heard that mdom is the best name you can give to your kids

That I can work with, thank you for finally giving us something!

omggg i hate this cold. I miss breathing and not sneezing T_T

XD
I'm so excited
So many bear things =O

Did the shot not help at all?
D:

oh well i had a cold before the flu shot.

And the flu shot takes 2 weeks to kick in and only works for the flu.

xD

Get better soon!

ugh
it is 2:30am and I'm still up watching with my friend XD
serg passed out on us hours ago

what are the signature banner sizes? o.o

for here? i don't know o3o everything gets resized if it's too big though

aw ok lol
yeah that's why i was trying to find out the size so that it doesn't shrink to much -paranoid-

You are due late Feb early March right? Winter Campbell sounds super pretty.

Well I agreed to give the baby Brady's last name so it would be Winter Miller.

I'm also letting him decide on a middle name



@seke you should ask in the help forum, somebody who knows like coda will probably reply!

its ok! i already made it and sent it to sparx. it should shrink perfectly if its to big =]

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
Thanks seke =3
and I hope he takes care with her middle name, she's gonna have it for a while >.>