Me too, i think i'm afraid of ruining the looks by lining it. I have a bad relationship with lineart.

Tbh I think it looks great as it is.

yeah same tbh. Not gonna touch it from here. I can show you some drow sketches i did but one of them is naked.

Yeah! Show me!

I don't think i can show that on this site.

also i never realized how easy it was to make me cry until i forgot a character's name, called them the wrong name...and everyone lost their shit. I started crying and had to leave my own game.
I'm just glad it was post session, and not one of my player's names and that...
oh fuck im tempted to call the game off because now im embarrassed and anxious. My anxiety is flaring up bad and i haven't stopped crying.

I'm sure it will all be okay. Accidents happen. *offers hug*

In other news trying to stay motivated to finish a shawl. XP
It's not easy. I'm so tired right now...

Rest for you deserve it.

also i bounced b/c i was not abt that life u know?

Rest is not easy to get. My mind doesn't wuiet down until between 3-5am usually and then I wake up usually between 8-9 am, then nap off and on for the next few hours or as long as my brain will let me.
And I am such a ball of stress and anxiety right now that only the few hours (or like....30-45 minutes according to my generic fitbit) that I'm in deep sleep am I able to relax and rest.

oof, that sucks i'm sorry dood.

Eh. I'll survive. Somehow.
XP

I hope I do.

I'm drawing a group piece. Well...i did a rough sketch and now i'm doing a clean sketch before giving it some flat colors.

drawing hard.

Yay! Drawing! You can do it!

Not to bring it down again but lately I feel like the people I play games with don't like talking to me as much.

Unless they have questions for me they seem to forget im there and get lost in conversations i can't participate in. i bought it up but they apologized...and did the same thing.

I might leave some of my games and find others. IDK i just don't like feeling like maybe im only there to fill a character slot.

*waves hand in the air* Ooh! Pick me! Pick me!
XD

Oh mood?

Edit: Wow I killed this thread.

I feel so accomplished rn!
*throws pictures into the thread*
https://i.postimg.cc/NftWgMRQ/IMG-20...170117-354.jpghttps://i.postimg.cc/BbTkT9fW/IMG-20...165615-574.jpghttps://i.postimg.cc/wxLC8JyW/IMG-20...165615-575.jpg

ooh very nice, Kaderin!

i'm working on a blanket for my younger daughter for her birthday and high school graduation, both in June. it's pictures based on the Office (as pictured) and Parks and Rec too.

https://images4-e.ravelrycache.com/u...315_210058.jpg

Awww cute! (I'm probably alone in this, but tbh, I have a really hard time getting into The Office. Like, I find it kind of boring...)

thanks!

well, it is kinda hard to get into, but my younger daughter has watched it like 5 or 6 times now, so.... XD

I tried watching it last year, got as far as the infamous jello prank episode, then just couldn't keep watching.

yanno, i don't think i've actually seen that episode ... yet XD

It's like the second or third episode of season 1 I think.

yeah, that sounds about right

-screams in-
Winter/the last 3 months kicked my assssssss. I have been doing stuff but I have also been super down in the dumps.

SORRY I ABANDONED ALL MY HOBBY BUDDIES! ; 0;

Any fun new things in the works or finished? I saw Kaderin's pictures on instagram and that pastel/rainbow shawl looks sooooo gooood!

Both of those look very good!

Derpy rolls up in the shawl(s). "MINE!"

: c Derpy y u no share?

Derpy peeks out. "Gimmie coffee pwease? Coffee for a shawl?"

I will make you coffee for a shawl! how do you like you coffee?

"Lattes!" Derpy declares, wiggling his way out of the rolled up shawls.

Derpy! Hold out for more! Those are easily worth like 8+ coffees!

Also, have decided to try making Derpy a little shawl of his own... >.>

I'd legit buy one off u for real money but i just...kiiinda blew ALL of my disposable income at ECCC today.....

Made 11 pendants!

Zil: lucky for you, I don't anticipate any of my shawls selling soon. XD
Well, except maybe the little shawlette. But I have at least 6 or 8 more balls of that yarn...

Damies: So pretty! Especially love the 3 on the far right.

the tear drop one is one of my favorites the photos don't rely do it justice though. xP

"Mine!" Derpy waddles over and attempts to scoop up all the pendants, but he keeps dropping them.

Just so I know how much do you charge for the larger shawls?

Also *Takes a pendent and runs*

For the larger shawls probably $57 total ($50 for the shawl, $7 shipping).

I'm probably under charging a bit but, tbh, I don't really count my time worked on them because I tend to work while I watch movies and stuff, so I'm pretty distracted and it takes longer, so if i vharged for my time, it would probably makr them like $200. XD

Omg, please suggest more loom knitting projects to me! I keep getting more yarn when I shouldn't and I need to use it more!
I do have a shawl pattern planned with a dusty rose/cream variegated yarn with a dark rose solid color, but could use some more project inspiration.

I'm going to save up a nice chunk of change for a large shawl. they look cozy!

as for aa project...hmmmm....

can you make sweater dresses on looms?