maybe a goodbye trisphee
 

Okay so apparently I do nothing in my house ever.
For those of you who know me I do the majority of the cleaning, cooking and taking care of all the pets.
My parents just told me that I haven't done anything in this house. I just sit on my lazy fat ass and do nothing but waste food and water. I'm back to the point where I will stop eating again. I don't want them to use that against me.

I have cleaned our basement fully 10 times now because Christian dirties it up constantly. I make sure the kitchen is cleaned constantly. Especially after I cook. But it somehow gets super bad in matter of days if that.

We have two of the most retarded bunnies ever (literally) that my mom keeps in the living room and they throw their stuff everywhere! My dad hasclaimed the living room in the same way that my little brother has claimed the basement and his stuff is just everywhere and if you try to move it he screams at you. So its practically impossible to clean the living room.

I sweep up all the messes, I pick up after the dogs, I have to feed the dogs and rabbits and water them every day even though they are not my animals and my mom gets to sleep with the dogs and when I try to she yells, I cook the food, I help out all the time. But its obviously not enough

I haven't been able to find a job yet which they constantly hold over my head.
Sometimes I feel they don't want me to leave or to work because without me the house would fall to pieces

Cant I have one day where I don't have to do those things? Cant my mother take charge for once??? this is a direct quote from her "I had children so I wouldn't have to do anything"
really? REALLY? that's a we are to you? Plus my FOUR brothers don't do anything(granted one is in the navy)

They threatened to take away the kindle ie my only way to get online because I didn't clean the laundry room @-@ there is no way in hell that room will ever be remotely cleaned. Unless we start throwing away old clothes which I have tried but got yelled at for.

So yeah I havent done anything ever.

Anyways. Might be my last post for a month. Because they might take it away

Love you all
I swear I might just kill myself or something.
Trisphee is one of the things that keeps me sane
I really do love you all. Don't worry about me or whatever.. it doesn't matter


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awwws dont leave us asami...
we will miss you...
i really wish there was some way to help

Oh, wow. What the fuck is wrong with your parents? No offense, but that is just messed up. You should not in any way be taking care of your parents and siblings, it should be your parents doing that for you and your siblings.

I dunno how you can stand it, but I applaud you for having the courage to continue taking this attitude and behaviour from your parents.

And yeah, like Hyjin said, please don't leave us! D: We love you and will miss you very greatly if you were to leave us! <3

i have to agree with ari... that is really foolish of them to make you do all of the work... children are not slave labor... sure i work for my dad but he helps with the work around the house and doesnt leave me to do everything...

everyone has limits but your parents dont happen to see that...

Yeah, it's like your house is a sweatshop plant and you're the only one working in it.

Do you at least get paid to clean and cook for everyone? Cause if not, then this is definitely borderline abuse. Actually even if you do get paid, it still is borderline abuse.

yeah... it really sucks that they are making you do all of this work and not your other siblings...

I would suggest reporting this to someplace like the Children's Aid Society, however if you do that then they may very well take you away from your parents in order to protect you. And while that may give you a breather from constantly having to cook and clean for your family, I'm not sure if that's what you would want. So therefore I really don't know what to suggest to help you out.

yeah this is a difficult situation to work around

Yeah, and now that I'm aware of the situation it's so saddening to hear this that I just want to report it to the CAS myself. But at the same time, I don't wish to see Asami taken away from her family if she doesn't want that to happen. So I'm at a loss for what to do: Either do what's right OR keep it all inside so Asami can continue being with her family.

isn't asami 18 though?

Is she? I'm not sure what her exact age is, I only remember it's within the "high school" range. >.<;;

Edit: Just checked her profile which says she's nineteen.

Was able to get on after mowing the yard for a bit
have to do that more though

No I do not get paid and I am 19

Now they are saying they might take away warped tour
which I find unreasonable because
they did not pay for my ticket nor are they taking me
so no expense on their part
they cant take away something they aren't a part of

D:< Oh my gosh, your parents are so blind. I wish they would appreciate the things you do. I really think you need to find a way out of that house, love.

...-points out that there's much, much more that's unreasonable than just the deal with the tour-

that is really dumb that they are taking things that you paid for away

//sigh
so I get to keep the kindle if I do 10 fold more chores and stuff
I have to fully clean the basement including the laundry room, both my brothers room, the basement bathroom, the family room and the hallway... plus the stairs....
then I have to clean my room, the living room, the kitchen, upstairs bathroom, and help my mom clean her room (which means I have to do it myself)
I have to mow do dishes take out the trash cook food make everyones plates feed and water the animals ect
and make sure they stay clean....
Can I kill myself yet?

no dont do that...

that is a lot of work for one person

I know but cant I be selfish for ONCE?!? Cant I do something that I enjoy outside of this stupid tucking town that is killing me slowly?
Am I not allowed to have fun... or want to live?
Warped tour was the silver lining. If that's taken away Idk... it does mean a lot to me. You probably wouldn't understand

I /have/ to if I want to go to warped tour and keep my only birthday present

wow that is horrible

Oh well... gonna worm on the basement and finish mowing here in a bit...

ok dont work too hard there asami

Its whatever if I do or don't

Is there any way for you to get out of that house, Asami? Cause you're clearly in pain there, and it sounds like your parents don't truly treat you as a parent should...

No way Atm..

Also if I seem really depressed anymore don't worry..
Ill get over it.

I worry a lot by habit. You can't tell me not to XD

Espy is silly...
//sigh
they are calling me to do work but... I'm waiting on gall..

Dude, tell them you need a freaking break in between chores.

I wish there was something I could do to help you out. I don't like knowing that you're in this situation, yet being unable to do anything. I worry for you, Asami. <3

If I lived nearby...I'd let you live with me D:

Partially because I get lonely...and if you did that around my house and my mom bitched about you doing nothing, I'd rip her head off.

I'd rip off your mother's head for you (not literally of course).

Here's an idea, stop doing the things you do-let them take your kindle if they're serious, but when it gets bad, ask them if they can notice the difference between when you "do nothing" and when you're really "Doing nothing". Also, most people get paid for doing that much cleaning.

o..0;

I thought I was having issues with my grandfather and him calling me lazy.. -I admit I am not a fan of cleaning, I am more happy to do the cleaning in one day each week- but what your parents are doing is more awful.

By chance, would you have a friend you could go stay with for a bit or a relative? If you had the money, I would of said come over here for a bit to get a vacation and a break from all that.

And don't kill yourself.. if my phone had credits, I would of said for you to call me and let the steam out.. I should be having an American number next week, if you need someone to call, I can give it to you.

Thanks guys
I am justin a bad funk right now...
I just need to work hard and then they will hopefully stop saying hurtful things

Well, either way, no matter what, we at Trisphee will always be here to give our love and support to you. <3

Thanks love..
I am trying

You're welcome. <3

And take your time. After all, these things do take time. :3

They do
so far I am tackling our laundry room
which has a mountain of clothes ive found the poodle skirt we made for my sophomore year speech, my sleeping beauty halloween outfit my mom made when I was like 8 lol and lots of stuff

Wow, doing chores and posting via a kindle at the same time. o.o
I'm very impressed with your multitasking skills.

Also: What the heck is a poodle skirt? o.o
*goes to Google image 'poodle skirt'*

I am sorry to hear about your situation :C I wish there was a way for you to find a better place to stay, at least for a little while...

It was for this group speech. My school has this big thing called the decades project for sophomores. You can always tell when its happening lol.
So that's what I needed the poodle skirt for

I have no place Atm... I wish though