so ive decided.
 

Ive been thinking about this for a while now and I feel the need to inform you all about this. This past year ive been in a funk, depressed and just not the real me. I'm tired of feeling this way so I'm taking matters into my own hands. I'm going to try to fix all the damage ive caused to myself this past year. And this is going to take a lot of time on my part. I really need to do this for my own sanity. I'm just not happy the way I am right now. I have changed into something I hate and I am going to try my hardest to fix it. But this means I wont have much time for trisphee. I just want you all to know that this is for the better.
I can say with certainty this is what I need to do. Ill still be on but not as often. Ill probably be on mostly at night.

You aren't loosing me for good. Ill still be here but you might notice A lot of changes in me.
I want to be the real me again. I'm tired of faking being happy and wasting away.

I love you all dearly but like I said. I'm not gone for good.. ill just not be on as much.
I'm half tempted to lock away my kindle for two months but I actually do need it for things.


Anyways I hope this was posted in the right area..

i hope this cleansing helps you dear

Having to fake your happiness is horrible, I hope you find the real kind and chase it as much as possible.
So many people don't, preferring comfort and security over actually being able to say "I am happy" Don't end up like that, don't stagnate, and run towards what will lead you to it!

Oh dear. Everyone has a moment in time where they need things to change. Some of us realize this while others do not. I am glad that you have decided to do this. If you are not happy the way you find yourself then the only thing to do is change and you need to change yourself. I support you through this and im glad your making yourself happy. Asami dose not need to be sad anymore and Pinkie will be here through anything you need!

Sami.. I know you have been suffering and I want you to do what's best for you. You know I will always love you and be there for you but I also want you to be happy, both with who you are and who you want to be.

If you need a shoulder to cry on, all you have to do is ask. <3

Just know that we are all here to support you 100% of the way and if you ever need someone to just vent to im always here as i am sure everyone else is :3 i like to think of you as one of my close online friends... Hell you are one of the very few people who got me to not be shy! which is a very rare thing i hope you start feeling better love you buddy <3

Thank you all for understanding and supporting me on my decision.

Also if you need to get whole of me quickly a good way would be facebook because ill be on facebook a bit more than tris (I'm trying to get my real social life back to the way it was a year ago) if you want my facebook message me. But I might also be slow on replies because of what I am trying to do. As bad as it sounds online is taking a backseat right now. (It doesn't make it any less important I just really need to get out of my funk)
I love you all <3 thank you.

I know the feeling, babe. But if anything Trisphee is what keeps me somewhat sane. xD;

I'm doing... while not quite exactly the same, something similar.
You know I love ya, and wish you all the best. <3

Good luck Asami. <3 If this is something you need to do, I fully support your decision and I hope you feel like yourself again soon. I'll try and catch you the times you are on.

Glad to hear it Asami. Faking happiness just wears one out after a while...I know because I used to do that. I wish you the best and I hope to be able to talk to you again in the future :3

I've been through a few of those spells. I think they are a sign you're growing up and changing into a new person. That's just me though. I wish you all the best :)

I hope you get better soon dear.
I'm prown to depressive little spells myself, nothing helps more then to get out of the house and just be productive with my life.