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Dear self,

Today you found out from your doctor you are Schizophrenic and must take medication everyday for the rest of your life, huzzah!

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Dear Self;

....stop being so down on yourself. You aren't half as bad as you think

This whole fluctuating personality thing, though...this worries me. Just an hour ago, you were laughing and mirthful and just chock-full of childish glee. And now here you are, tired and depressed. It wasn't gradual either. You really need to go talk to someone. And stop worrying about bothering everyone else; worry about yourself for a change. I mean, seriously. It's been pointed out before that you need to get past this. And I am in full agreement.

Sincerely;

A More Rational Version of You

Lionhat-

I am yours. I am yours because you have me wrapped around your little finger. I mean, obviously, since I’ve staying up ridiculous hours to hang out with you at the library and since I try to spend so much of my time together. You are the one guy I want to date, that I have these feelings for, and that I smile just at the thought of. I'm afraid I might be falling for you.

Dear ---,

I wonder what is like to live with out and with you? I need help. . . .I know I do. . . I am fucked some where and I don't know what to do any more. . . . help me someone anyone. . . .

long dying with in my own mind,

Nikko

Dear Dahlia,

Stop being afraid of your love of your country background. So what if you have days where country music is all that will cheer you up? Deal with it and let it shine! To quote a great song...

"I feel no shame
I'm proud of where I came from
I was born and raised in the boondocks
One thing I know
No matter where I go
I keep my heart and soul in the boondocks
I keep my heart and soul in the boondocks

You get a line, I'll get a pole
We'll go fishing in the crawfish hole
Five-card poker on a Saturday night
Church on Sunday morning"

Live by that Dahlia! Live by it and let it ring true!

The Country Girl Hidden Inside You!

Dear Obbie,

Try and be strong you can get through this. You need this job to support the person you love and yourself. This stress might be killing you but you can get through it just remember she will be there to help you and support you. Cause you know you need it now

Stay strong and dont freak out Obbie you are better than that.

Dear Self,
I don't even know how to talk to you. I'm not sure how to even want to.

Dear Self,
You accidentally reposted.

Dear Diary~

I'm failing math. I'm really nervous because I don't want to go to a summer school, and I don't want to be held back or anything.

On a lighter note, a guy I really like hung out with me in gym. We ran on the treadmills together and we kept messing around with each other's treadmills. We would hit the fast button or make it stop suddenly, and we were laughing so hard.

Dear Self,

Well, you really screwed up this time. Not only have you strained your personal life, but it took things getting to this point for you to realize there is a problem. You need help! You need to talk to someone and work through the scars that your father left you with and confront them so you don't end up turning into him! Eating yourself alive will only leave a hollow shell, and in the process you are becoming the very person you swore to yourself that you would never turn into.

-Your Voice of Reason

Dear self,
please stop contemplating suicide. Mike loves you. He says he wants to grow old with you.
I know you're hurt that he questioned your love, but he's only human. him debating dumping you after nearly 4 years is a large hurt in your heart, but you have to get over it. or at least move on.
please eat something without throwing up. Please sleep. please stop crying constantly. please stop staring dead-eyed into space refusing to think of anything. please stop associating everything with Mike, and how he hurt you. how he can't possibly know just how much he hurt you. telling him will only hurt him, and you would never ever hurt him.
please stop replaying the words "I don't know if I'm staying with you because I love you or because I'd feel too guilty if I dumped you" over and over. It's not helping, and he's realized he was only thinking that because of stress. just... stop it. you're only hurting yourself. over and over and over. It's like you're sticking a knife in and out of your arm. it just makes it worse every time. speaking of knives, please stop debating cutting. you haven't done it in years. mike would be devastated if you started again because of what he said. you can't change the past. you can't change what he said. just continue to love him and work on things to make him happy. just stop thinking of how much it hurt when he said he wasn't sure if he loved you.
Sincerely, the logical part of your brain.

Dear me.

Eventually you're going to have to choose, ya know. Either stay with the one you care for deeply and accept the long distance, or back off from her and have a closer relationship with someone else who's special. I don't think you can have both. Even if they both accept it for now it's not fair to either one.

-Serra

Dear self,

It seems like no matter what you do you can't not get in trouble. You got banned from a sport you love for defending someone. I know it isn't fair or right but you have to deal with it. So please stop crying and pull yourself together before Alpha gets back with the car because I don't want people to so you like this. Crying isn't something you do often, and lately it has been the things you enjoy doing making you do it.

I am the manry-est of men!

Dear self,
They weren't you friends so don't bother any one who states that you are 'the main drama causing bitch' in so many words isn't worth your time. Just got to learn to deal with it, because when they end up having problems you don't have to be there for them. You have people who do care, and that is what matters.

Dear ex-crush,

I heard your wannabe girlfriend dumped you. Is that why you've been showing me so much attention?

Your not-so-happy rebound,
Fallen