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Seriously I hate welfare. I hate my landlady too cause she's the one who sent Adult Services here.

I have a weak immune system so I'm down and out for about most of the month. Especially when I'm around people. I catch what ever they have. I also get sick a lot due to stress. And the place I work off my foodstamps at is fking stressful.

When I get home from work I pretty much go to sleep and not wake up the rest of the day. I am down and out for the count. And then the next day I wake up with bad stomach pains and a sore body. Sorting clothes and hanging them is harder than people thing. The bags are so heavy they kill my wrists, by the time I get home it hurts to lift a can of Sprite. So yea, I clean when the pain and crap goes away. I was cleaning this morning before I got stuck in the bathroom with bad stomach pains and diarrhea!

Adult Services comes here and starts upsetting mom, and pretty much called me a lazy cow. "You need to do more, asthma isn't a reason for you to not clean." When I have problems breathing I need to sit down at take a break so YES IT IS!

That stuff isn't heavy so there's no reason for you not to do that. 5lbs is HEAVY to me. That thing is fking 20lbs you FKING BITCH! My wrists are weak, my shoulders hurt and I'm here cleaning WHILE SICK! Seriously I wish I threw up on her cause all morning I've felt sick.

She complained about my mustard not being in the fridge. Um. I'm sorry but I NEVER put my mustard in the fridge thank you. She goes to mom "why is it not in the fridge, how long has it been sitting there?" mom lied to her and said I just ate some sort of sandwich. the lady goes "and your daughter couldn't put it away when she was done withit?" I DON"T LIKE MY MUSTARD COLD AND HARD. Mom goes "she rushed to the bathroom after she was done eating. I think its the mustard that did it" seriously mom? SERIOUSLY!? I've had the shits for 3 days now ever since I ate the Missions food. Not the mustard that did it to me the mission just has bad food!

Yes my room is a mess I don't have HANGERS for my fking clothes. fk you! I also don't have a bed did you see that?! Oh look no wonder I'm in pain! I have to sleep on a lumpy mattress on the floor!

Yes mom's room is bad. She's a hoarder OBVIOUSLY! not as bad as the ones on TV but still. I tried cleaning it once and she freaked out on me. That is HER AREA! I refuse to do anything about it after having my head chewed off.

I want out of ohio. Someone PLEASE lend us the money to get out of Ohio.

Mom and I both, we clean at our own pace when we are well enough to do so. This is getting fking ridiculous.