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I know dem feels. I've been so tired and groggy. Might be the changing season, loneliness, depression, what-have-you. I'm not gonna let it get me down but damn I'm exhausted.

I'm over halfway into season 3 of the Vampire Diaries. I feel like I'm being teased with the whole Damon and Elena thing. WHEN will they finally get together? I've been anticipating this since the first season.

*Is poked* *Emits a Santa-like chuckle*

I'm somewhat in the recovery-stage of that sort of thing (apparently, if you want Lawtan depressed, make the month September)

*Hands Ginger gingersnaps*

What about September makes you depressed?

For me it's my birth month, and the fact that summer is over.

I thinks it is somewhat seasonal...as well as most negative things over the last 5 years have occurred in September.

The Blood Moon was messing with me today. I kept waking up every couple hours.

*throws a cover over the moon, and then mugs Lawtan for gingersnaps*

I can definitely relate to that with holidays, but I'm starting to realize I have the rest of my life and more holidays to experience. By the time I'm 90 years old, I will probably have every classic Christmas song mesmerized and absolutely dread the mall. I love the Christmas displays though. When I think of the holidays I see me sitting by myself, cross-legged on the floor next to a warm fire in the dark, with hot cocoa or cider, listening to Frank Sinatra's version of Chestnuts Roasting on an Open Fire. That is about the only way I can find comfort during the holidays, while everyone else I know is having special dinners with their families. It is absolutely the most lonely and depressing time of year.

I had one Christmas Eve like that, Ginger. It was honestly my favorite Christmas Eve. Sad that I can't really talk my family into doing it again (as it was an accident in the first place).

Anywho, I've been mugged by a Tam!

Blood moon? Hmm....maybe that is why I felt like a sackload of crap a day or two ago. Or allergies. Allergies are usually the answer.

I used to feel lonely and depressed during the holidays. Now I just watch movies, play with dolls, tell God thank You that I don't have a stack of useless gifts to return at Christmas time. ...That's when I even notice that it's supposed to be a holiday at all. If I haven't made sure I'm stocked up, then I whine about the long weekend. LOL

Buahaha!

I like the holidays, mostly because it gives me an excuse to shop for my family/friends. I don't have to feel guilty for shopping for silly little things that I think my friends/family would like during that time of the year.

You're pretty good at present giving, and when you do guess wrong, you're usually happy to be boomarang gifted! XD

I like gift giving too, but not as a thing that I MUST do at a certain time. Most my gifts go out all along the year.

Tam -- Should I be worried that you now seem to have, er, pages?

O.O

We have an Espy! \o/

*Gives books, soft lighting, earbuds, music player, and bed*

o.o Thanks. Honestly just what I need right now.

o.0 Pages? What do you mean?

I'm confused... lol.
In any case, hello. :3