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Dear life,
Now that you are done screwing me over for all that good luck think you could do one good thing for me? Make the director change parts for me. When I get nervous I do formal not informal, and people from the deep west do not do Victorian Formal. I will be the only person unable to do the 'accent' during the play and ruin it for everyone else. There is a reason I chose Mimi over Brenda Mae.\
Love

Dear diary,

I never meant to hurt him so bad. I love him! He's my everything! I've wanted to marry him since the day that I met him and I've wanted nothing but good things for him but I keep on hurting him without meaning to! I'm so sorry for all the pain I caused him! I only meant to love him!

Dear Life,

How are you today? It seems I can't win with work or sleep or even looking into other things. I can't keep up with bills and payments and you. Why are you so mean to me and everyone that is around as of right now? I guess I will never know. . . .

Nikko

Dear Diary,
Things are getting bad for me. I spent the last over 15 1/2 years with my husband every single day with him and now it's been 4 weeks since I've seen him. I'm having a hard time finding a reason to live anymore, I want to sleep all day long all because I can't see him and I only talk to him on the phone once a day ; ; I already shaved my head because of how depressed I've become over the past few weeks. I wish things would get better and I wished he didn't have to be gone for so long or gone at all. I miss him so much. I only have my cats now and they comfort me alot, but not enough to get rid of the horrible emptiness I have within me because of the love of my life being gone. His next trip will be for another 4 weeks again and after that it will be two weeks at a time. And when he comes home, it will only be for a couple days at a time. I'll be damn lucky for him to be home for 3 days straight but that won't happen that often at all. I want to break out crying right now because I can't handle living anymore without him. He's too much a part of my life. God I wished life would treat me alot better. I can't do this anymore and I can't do anything anymore without my husband. I just want to crawl into a hole and die.

Sai

you are a dick, just so you know

Dear life,
You're an absolute teme and kopele, you know. I know I'm not quite right in the head and I majorly socially retarded you did not need to through it in my face though, fantur. Now my whole class knows that Love has problems and can't actually be normal, ever.
-Love

Where did I got wrong in my life..? How did it get to the point you hardly talk to me...

Dear Diary,

I haven't had a job since August/early September and it's ticking me off, I'm not sure if i'm qualified for welfare and food stamps since I'm so young. My mom shouldn't of kicked me out for college.

All college gave me a was debt and misery. I owe them $5k even though financial aide only gave me $800 for the WHOLE YEAR.

I feel like I'm not that good enough to the working world, it only lasts for a week then I get fired for no reason.

My mom really needs to help me apply for welfare and food stamps.

Dear Dick,

I feel better for awhile after some happy time but dude chill out. I want to relax after work and stuff but I'm always moving or excited. jeeze man can't a guy just chill? It feels almost dependent. Maybe I should be blaming my Libido other than you. Perhaps you and him could have a one on one? And no plotting the next session! pfft hormones

You're right. You don't know.

And I have this gut feeling you wont ever know until you learn how to grow up.

-- Me

Dear brain:

Replaying the same songs over and over and over and over again...you're an idiot XD

-a very tired Espy

Dear Diary,
This is your beloved messes up kid. Anywho, all I have to day is would you please stop screwing me over. KK has been home for several days and I only got to see her fpr the Sketch-A-Thon. :( I shall advoid mentioning all other stuff you have done to screw me over in the past few days. I can; however, thank you for the Japanese songs getting here early.
-Love