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eh, i learned not to fear death and to let people know when they are starting to shred themselves to pieces with verbal self-harm. it was useful even if it sucked

oh man, so we have cocacola(i wanted to try a sugar ham and colas work as both the sugar, the acid and part of the liquid) and i did take one to drink but i cannot actually convince myself to drink it XD

I still can hate that you went through that.

Can't bring yourself to drink the cola? Eh, water is healthier for you anyway. They use coca-cola to clean up battery cables and blood. Not sure it is good for your belly.

I feel like mental health stigma is getting better...
But we definitely still have so far to go!

My mom sometimes gets a bit pissy with me when I take my anti-anxiety meds. It's not very often I have to take them anymore, but she still feels like it's a "crutch". Which, it totally isn't for me, since I *hate* swallowing pills. I only ever take my anxiety meds when I'm on the verge of panic attack or when anxiety gets bad that I have heart palpitations.

My other medication is specifically for "Refractory schizophrenia" , which is a fancy way of saying "treatment resistant" , so my mom has no issue with me taking that medication. Although, mu goal is to eventually learn to cope without medication.



Ooo. I haven't had ham since Christmas 2014.
I always used honey when I made my ham.

TW: Suicide/self-harm mention

I have passive suicidal ideation really bad when I don't have my meds. I especially have difficulty when driving because I could make it look like an accident. I also tend to pull out my hair and pinch myself until I have bruises so I probably won't be going off my meds any time soon. I've only recently gotten where I can take my meds without feeling any shame.

I used to love ham, but I'll be honest I just don't like it much anymore. The only way I really like it is slow cooked with lots of onion, garlic and beans.

hmm ham... no cola pls xD

Mekatra, it's one of the reasons I don't have a license D: my family doesn't get it though

Well that made me do a doubletake. I was really confused for a moment. XD

Yeah, I don't think my parents will ever get it. My partner does though, so that helps.

i tried it and remember why i always say i'm not into it, bleeek! hope the ham will come out alright though, smells nice(though that could just be the allspice and orange)

i don't care for ham either but it's a favorite of my motherinlaw who is having issuesso i am going to be easy on her and feed her soft sugar meat XD

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...I don't care for ham.
OR green eggs.

Soft sugar meat sounds like it should be delicious... But it isn't.

I feel a wee bit bad that I didn't get my parents Christmas presents even though it is only my mom that celebrates.

I didn't get anything for my dad this year. <:/ I poor so I can't really, but, I can make something and I haven't..yet. <~<; *it's the 24th* murhhh..

if i lie and say i am a cristian would you give me presents?

Sure. Merskelly, can I do a fast (not bad) art commission of Choco?

wait, what, are you serious? XD oh golly

Why wouldn't I be serious? XD

('coz i wasn't)

So? Yer my friend, I can spend a pittance of fake monies on you for capitalism day.