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Yeah, I'm over 18 or I wouldn't be having this issue...

I'm... just so nervous about calling. I really don't think I can work my schedule and not have some sort of freak-out but I am just... afraid of calling and saying that I can't...

Azy - If you can't handle it, you HAVE to call and tell him that. You can't let him think that you're a doormat!

;-; I know. I'm such a... people-pleaser, though. (oddly since I really don't much like people in general). I... I know I need to call just, ugh.

My mom bothers me. I was trying to talk to her about it and she's like, talking about how much /she/ works and such. And I'm thinking that she's A) used to it and B ) can get her 'homework' done during work considering she's a teacher and all...

You know, I'm kinda like that too xD

So yeah. I know I need to call but I'm really afraid to. Granted I kinda have a reason that I have an essay to work on...

Well, he needs to know that you're in school and you can't work that many hours >.<

I know @_@' I know... ~sigh~ It's just frustrating since they hired me knowing I wanted to work around 20 hours a week.

Yeah... Well it seems you'll need to confirm that again.

Clearly.

ugh I'm afraid to call and I don't know why I'm so terrified to... x.x' I mean rationally I know I shouldn't be but I hate talking on the phone as it is, but I hate any sort of confrontation...

Yeah... I really know what you mean. Sometimes, someone has to hand me a phone and stand there with me.

But also when I'm nervous or stressed it's very hard for me to keep my voice even (like, I seriously just cry) so that's also why I'm afraid of calling. Seriously, you don't want to cry on the phone with your manager...

Granted I'm pretty sure that'd get me less hours. XD Probably too few, though.

Unless your manager is a girl, cause then she'll usually be nicer about it. xD

/Is about to put up an 'announcement' of sorts.

She's a girl. Except I'm kinda afraid of her...

I'm pretty sure if it was the male assistant manager I'd have had a better chance. heh.

Also don't think I'd be able to face them if I did start crying. >3<

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