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Hey there lauv. Wassup?

There's two poses with a similar design. One is the back pose I'm wearing and the other shows up near the ankles.

Hey Duchess.

I'm sorry to say guys but I'm going to sleep.
Good night. <3

Nighty, Chi.

I think I'm fine, duchess~ how about chu?? :3

Bye Chi~

I'm in pain... as always.. I think i want to RP... but since i dont RP i wouldn't know where to start, etc.

I just want something to turn to so that i can keep my mind off of my troubles. You understand?

I can't draw since my tablet is giving more trouble than it is worth at the moment... and tends to piss me off since in order for me to draw with it, I will gain great back pains... not happy. *frown*

Physical pain, Duchie?
*snuggles close*
I'm in an emotional turmoil. T^T

Physical and mental... no emotional.... yet. Although I'm getting there.. since this long distance couple who were dating for 4 years broke up. And I was kinda using them as motivation. Now I feel like nothing.

Physical cause of monthly shit AND a stomach bug I've had for like a week now. So it's compounded pain. I could die

Mental cause i'm torn between saving my sanity and dropping out of school or putting up with the bullshit until the end solely to say that I finished it

I'm so sorry to hear that... *rubs Duchie's back*
What's bothering you about school? *pokes teh school giving Duchie a head ache*

School is crap. The course is not well organised. They don't care about the students.. At. All. It's ridiculously stupid.

The school... is preventing me from finishing school

The school's preventing you?!? that's crazy. =.= What grade are you now? or year?

Last year of this university program crap... only 2 semesters left. I should just finish. But. I can't take this bullshit anymore. I just can't!

*huggles Duchie* what're you taking up?

Taking? I'm forced to take 22 credits this semester and i'm doing Animation.....

I wonder if i can just get a certificate and screw everything else......

School is bull, but you should definitely finish. I dropped out of high school and it feels like shit, I've been wasting my life away. Now I'm trying to get into GED classes so I can move on.

Well.. yeh.. but I'm already being offered money to do the UVs for a professor's Maya character, $10,000 contract with NIHERST for an educational animation on oil spillage. The possibility of becoming a pixel artist on Trisphee exists....

So I'm thinking.... what's the point again?

I'm almost done with college. ^-^;;

As am I... I'll be finished in July.

but still...... almost.. is waaay too too TOO far for me. I dunno if i can last