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Sandy: Lav: I'm in a valley and we get dumped on, but lately the snow goes all around us and thankfully leaves us alone.

I've seen snow twice in my life in my town, and it's this dry, crusty old thing.

It doesn't take much of it to shut the town down.

WE can get 24 inches in Vermont and the next day the roads are cleared and we are up and about.

Well, that's 14 inches too much for me. If you know what I mean.

Ooh, I've saw some videos on sleep paralysis. Thoughts? Experiences? That's really a nightmare. I mean, spooky things when I'm awake, present and able to react is one thing.

that is a lot of snow XD

Yeah we get lots of snow, but lately it just seems to miss us. We haven't had a good blizzard in ages, not that I am complaining.

Sleep paralysis?
One night I was aware that I was awake all night, but I could not move. It was so weird. Is that what you are talking about Lav?

Sounds similar. You had no creepy experiences? People experience all sorts of insane, spooky things, with two... events being shared among people all over the world.

I didn't experience anything weird, just being aware that I was awake but couldn't move, idk it happened years ago.

I've had weird things happen though when I would wake and I would see things that were in my other life, do you understand I don't know how to explain it, but I feel like I'm living two lives, at the same time. But honestly I prefer to be in my other one, not in this one. Sounds weird, and anyone reading this (butyou) would think, what a whacko! But there are 11 multiverses, and we have the ability/capacity to live in more than one if we choose to.

sleep paralysis is where you wake up before your body does and you are unable to move


what lavender le fay is talking about is the rather common phenomenon of people imagining something dreadful happening while they are in this exceptionally vulnerable state. most people imagine a human or a humanoid monster coming towards them and violating their personal space in some way. you have to have pretty strong mental fortitude to stay calm and rational so it is recommended instead that if you are having this issue that you close your eyes. as it is an auditory hallucination only(for most of the world) closing them lets your brain calm down and either let you wake up properly or at the very least take you out of a state of panic so the hallucination ends

Moonshadow, I just finished watching some Trisha Paytas videos (kind of a popular YouTuber who went off some deep end lately. Entertaining as all hell, honestly) and anything you and I discuss seems "normal."

I had a dream that seemed so real that I was on a swing with someone, and it was Spring. All full of trees and flowers, and the swing set was... really nice. I think it was made of sturdy wood with lots of carved details.

@cho: that was a very good explanation. I get kinda tongue(finger) tied when I explain concepts that are different from the ordinary. But the one time I had it I was aware i was awake the whole night, but couldn't become aware or move.

@Lav: woah, she is "interesting" to say the least!
Yeah its nice to meet someone who believes the same way I do. Whose mind is open enough to think for themselves and not what the conventional "wisdom" says is the truth.

I've always done my own thing. I've always had the philosophy that I'd rather be hated for who I am rather than loved for who I'm not. Plus, I was always attracted to whatever was "strange" or even seemed "magical".

I spent a lot of time trying to get people to like me, and if they didn't trying to convince them they should. Now I am not so inclined to have people like me, if they do they do, it doesn't matter either way as I am not in the friend market. I am who I am and I have always been drawn to the "strange" like you said, knowing that there are things that we don't know, but once we know them we know that it is truth. Hard to explain though. I read the Synchronicity Key by David Wilcock and as soon as I started I knew that was what I knew, but didn't know I knew it until I read it.

I'm surprised when I remember my younger self; I never wanted to change for anyone no matter how lonely or sad I got. I handled so many things so badly, barely knew how to stand up for myself, but that's one thing I did right by myself. I've had people tell me "I'll be your friend if you do this or that, changed that." I brushed them off. I even had this fellow I had an insanely hot crush on tell me "If you butched up, I'd absolutely date you."

i know someone who gets them almost nightly because of the meds they are on, i've had time enough for eloquence X''D


so how are you both doing today?

Hey cho: doing good, how about you? you were up early :)