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Poor Him. Maybe get some atni-sick spray to spry in the house before hand? XD

I need a hug today feeling very down and to be frank something retrigured the sucacidal thoughts again. Not that I want to be dead just away where I cant get hurt or hurt any one. I feel so unessary today I hate when this happens yet I let it happen all the time as my bf is a bugger. He flirts with other women constntly infront of me and hes now doing it to a old house mate of mines appent gf. I just cant forgive him. Not after this. I may twke thr last of my things from his and delete his contact and tell him so long.

I say that would be appropriate to do that. And I take it you've also talked to him already about this. And the fact he's doing it towards someone he knows is taken is pretty dumb. :/

Thing is ml I'm scared to be alone I have a history of self harm and when stuff like this happens the spiral starts again with either skin picking or punching places till there dead. I feel extra fat and ugly when he dos this to me.

Maybe you should have a long, hard discussion with him and try to make him understand what you're going through. It could just be that he doesn't understand how much it hurts you.

He's been told he's just that much of a dick he "forgets" or plain dosn't care. He's that sort of person he brags about all his last lovers all 14 of them how they had amasing bodys and where fantastic in bed fully knowing it makes me feel inadiqute.

Kara: It sounds like he isn't boyfriend material, so I would probably dump his ass before you get hurt by him anymore. I know you don't like being alone, but in reality this boyfriend of yours is making you feel alot worse, than you would if you were single.

I agree with Sunako, he's just an ass and too self-centered to even consider your needs at all. :/ First week he pulled that bull with me I would have dumped him myself.

Kara: I think you deserve so much better, someone who actually care about you and make you feel loved. And generally be there for you and basically be a proper boyfriend.

Hey M1

Hey Sunako. :3 How things going with you?

I'll be fine I've had worse in my life, one had abused me for nigh on 10 years with both physical and mental stuff. The one I have now may not be perfect but he's gotton me help to get over the past even just by having talking theorpy.

Still, I wouldn't hold my breath for him if I were you. If you do find someone better I say ditch him first chance you get.

Personally if this new person in your life loves you and they love you back then that's all that matters. And it seems like they care about you if they're more then willing to help you with your past. ^^ There isn't anything more you can ask in a person.

I just don't feel like he should be continually making her feel bad though.

M1: Everything is going alright with me at the moment, wasnt before, but I will be fine.

Kara: I guess thats atleast a good thing that he is helping you with your past, but he still shouldnt be flirting with other girls.

ML she's talking about two different people.