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...OR...if you don't mind it being a little public, you could always explain in detail in here...then you can help your quest along as well...

OH but yeah...if you end up posting as sporadically as me, it wouldn't take too long to get it...

Basically - without going into too many specifics - living with my dad was hell, so basically ended up (due to his actions) kinda destroying who I was up until I severed my ties with him and (according to him) "burned the bridge" was reborn into a new person more like who I used to be and for much the better. Kinda the reborn from the ashes thing that I tie to, as well as being born from fire as well.....kinda a theme with me. Duality with fire, how it can both destroy and create.....

Anyways....Tiva got me a two sided pendant with a dragon on one side and a phoenix on the other. Since I identify with the Dragon primarily, but also with the Phoenix. And depending on which myth you read about dragons they can be born by fire as well.

Nice...

on an extremely random note...after reading that I kinda had the urge to meow in an almost understanding way, kinda like a house cat...lol...but then again, I've always associated with cats...and raccoons...I LOVE Raccoons...they are sooooooo adorable and mischievous!!!

Nice, random side note. What I like to call chasing rabbits...*chuckles*

Well it wasn't entirely random...all of my conversations tend to have at least one common factor within them...like this one...

My cat is outside my bedroom door scratching and meowing simply because the door is shut (cause if I don't I end up waking up hating myself and my sinuses/allergies)...and then one of the other cats found the doorstop and is playing with it...it's one of those weird spring kind that go on the baseboard, so every time it get's hit it kind of makes this 'thwaaaaaaang' sound and it reverberates and is kind of amusing...

Ah, okay. That makes sense now. Well, at least they are being amusing...

Lol...well that's all I can do I guess...

I probably need to go to sleep soon since I've got a doctors appointment tomorrow...but it's not until 1-ish, so I don't really wanna go to sleep yet...

Understand the going to sleep bit. I have to drive 5 and a half to 6 hours tomorrow. Ughhh.....

And may I say nice new Avi!

Yeah...you get to see your significant other...I still have to wait 10 days...But at least it's only 10 days...that's less than 2 weeks!!!...SOOO EXCITED NOW!!!!!!!!!...I MISS HIM SOOOOOOOO MUCH!!!!!!!!...

And thanks...I've actually been wanting to use three of the monthlies I've used...

Nice, well again it looks good.

And I will only get to see her part of the time, she's working. Not complaining though since I will get to spend time with her. Oh, and apparently I will be on campus pretty much two whole days before her, so yeah....fun.

...I get to be on campus at the same time as him since he is picking me up and driving me back...But we don't get to 'have fun' together until after we've unpacked...his rule...is kind of sad about that since I've got a lot of clothes to unpack...

Well, do enjoy. If y'all want to hang out, I will likely be around the the 6th. Though don't want to be a third wheel. If not, I'll either be in the CL or in my room....possibly Tiva's room though if she gives me her card and room key. Although that has yet to be determined if it is happening.

Idk what we're doing other than making up for lost time...so yeah...but I'll let you know...I've still got to plan my Merry Christmas Baking Day party thingy...

But alas...I really must go to sleep now...I'm actually kind of sleepy too...

Nice, well, meh, I'll be around campus.

And same here...*yawns* should've gone to sleep about an hour and a half ago.

Okays...Good Night!

Good Night Kali